TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
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A few days ago. It was also the first time I ever had a good time at a party.

I had really fun when I didn't have to think. I could just sing horribly and chat with people I wouldn't otherwise talk to. I smoked a lot too.

It's depressing that this kind of escapism is the only way for me to feel happy. At least alcohol makes one die faster.
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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A few days ago. It was also the first time I ever had a good time at a party.

I had really fun when I didn't have to think. I could just sing horribly and chat with people I wouldn't otherwise talk to. I smoked a lot too.

It's depressing that this kind of escapism is the only way for me to feel happy. At least alcohol makes one die faster.
It can be fun in the right situation. It can also lead you down a very dark path. I've seen both aspects of it.

Just try to be careful with the stuff. Alcohol is a solvent. It dissolves your problems momentarily yes, but it also dissolves friendships, relationships, careers, finances, etc.
 
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
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It can be fun in the right situation. It can also lead you down a very dark path. I've seen both aspects of it.

Just try to be careful with the stuff. Alcohol is a solvent. It dissolves your problems momentarily yes, but it also dissolves friendships, relationships, careers, finances, etc.
Yeah. I'll see how well I'm able to handle it.
 
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Pariah
Jan 7, 2020
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Started drinking half my life ago: only way I've ever been able to shut down my brain

I have a problem, but I keep it between me and my organs. Don't be an asshole drunk.
 
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enjoy

Creature
Dec 20, 2019
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drinking makes me feel better. i'm still underage, but i binge drink almost every weekend. i also smoke cigarettes when i'm drunk. i solely vape when i'm sober. but yeah, we all have our vices. do it in moderation. i'm currently trying to do that. i wish i could drink every day though.
 
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Lost.

Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
Unfortunately alcohol doesn't work anymore for my damaged brain :(
I would do anything to get drunk one more time
I was drunk for the first time i was 16. I was healthy and full of life. I had no idea what humans will do to me. I had no idea i will be destoryed in my 20s
 
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