I've been suicidal for more than 13 years and I had another argument with my father and he seemed to threaten me with his own death. I promised him that he'll be the one that will be on my funeral and I went to the top floor to jump. I was practically hanging out of the window halfway, but my friend soothed me and made me go back to my apartment.
I had a talk with my father, he'd asked me if it was worth it and told me he has blood cancer, he's been diagnosed with it since may and I never knew. It made me break down since my mom had suffered multiple cancers and passed when it got to her brain.
The news about my father felt heartbreaking and almost unbearable to comprehend, but for an unknown reason it swiped away all the thoughts about killing myself. I can't fathom why, but I'll try to figure out.
Opinions on any reason that this happened? I'm just confused, the news about dads blood cancer felt like it brought me back to earth
I had a talk with my father, he'd asked me if it was worth it and told me he has blood cancer, he's been diagnosed with it since may and I never knew. It made me break down since my mom had suffered multiple cancers and passed when it got to her brain.
The news about my father felt heartbreaking and almost unbearable to comprehend, but for an unknown reason it swiped away all the thoughts about killing myself. I can't fathom why, but I'll try to figure out.
Opinions on any reason that this happened? I'm just confused, the news about dads blood cancer felt like it brought me back to earth
