Venting I want to SH with someone

[VampQueen]

I want to SH with someone and make out woth them with all the blood. I want to SH and workout or fight someone. I want to make and post vids on IG and YT about my SH scars. I want to indulge in self destructive behaviors. Fuck!

 

[watchdog]

your speaking my language rn if only I could find someone in my area that's into the same shit

 

[mallows]

god, me too man. good luck

 

[_Broken_alice]

We've had the same thoughts involving stuff like SH'ing then making out with someone and/or related things. Ticks a lot of boxes for alice and is one of the few thoughts that still excites her. Sadly, not something we think she will get to indulge in.

Spoiler: A potentially interesting bit of info. Spoilered for the safety of any not into such things

Blood both smells and tastes drastically different depending on diet. Our diet has shifted a lot recently and this is something alice noticed during a few of her art sessions. Poor diet and both are somewhat objectionable at best. An ok-ish diet and they are ok to good but not spectacular. A much nicer vegetarian diet and ours gets a nice complex warm scent that is so yummy and enticing and that alice just can't get enough of.

We should go to sleep... 12 hours past hallucinating from exhaustion..