jenny6391bubbles
a hikikomori waiting to catch the bus
- Mar 1, 2021
- 87
tw: assault
i have this friend and he keeps touching the strap of my bra even when i remove his hand and im so. tired.
i defended him once from a lot of people whom i used to be close with because they were all throwing shitty words at him without evidence and now. im in that place. i cant even approach anyone because all these people resent me for defending him and honestly its fair.
with that, i want to throw my life away. im willing to keep going down and down and im at that point where i dont give a shit if this dude tries to do worse things with me. no one's going to want to listen to me anyway. i really shouldve ate all my words about him. now i don't really have anyone to tell this to.
i'm so alone. i feel so abandoned. can't even tell my parents because they told my brother how much of a temptress i am, even though i dont even have sex.
i'm trying my best to just say "it is what it is" here but, what's the point? all i get is one bad thing after another right now.
i have this friend and he keeps touching the strap of my bra even when i remove his hand and im so. tired.
i defended him once from a lot of people whom i used to be close with because they were all throwing shitty words at him without evidence and now. im in that place. i cant even approach anyone because all these people resent me for defending him and honestly its fair.
with that, i want to throw my life away. im willing to keep going down and down and im at that point where i dont give a shit if this dude tries to do worse things with me. no one's going to want to listen to me anyway. i really shouldve ate all my words about him. now i don't really have anyone to tell this to.
i'm so alone. i feel so abandoned. can't even tell my parents because they told my brother how much of a temptress i am, even though i dont even have sex.
i'm trying my best to just say "it is what it is" here but, what's the point? all i get is one bad thing after another right now.