I want to live finally

[fieryending]

Drugs can make you want life. Drugs are my reason to live I think. I will be a responsible member of society, but a psychonaut. I will do work, and support people, but I also want to have fun. I just need to stop my negative self talk and make myself love life. If u find a drug that help u, don't abuse it. Once is enough. maybe twice. I feel like odd is it

 

[*KNAZ*]

Drugs can make you want life. Drugs are my reason to live I think. I will be a responsible member of society, but a psychonaut. I will do work, and support people, but I also want to have fun. I just need to stop my negative self talk and make myself love life. If u find a drug that help u, don't abuse it. Once is enough. maybe twice. I feel like odd is it

Did you have a recent experience with a psychedelic?

 

[fieryending]

I think that the feeling I have on drugs is life itself. Any feeling at all, pain, sadness, happiness(succ becuz ends) is what life is. Depression is just being a cloud of thoughts with no feelings

 

[*KNAZ*]

I think that the feeling I have on drugs is life itself. Any feeling at all, pain, sadness, happiness(succ becuz ends) is what life is. Depression is just being a cloud of thoughts with no feelings

What are you using.

 

[Boonks]

What are you on?

 

[fieryending]

Its just cough syrup. Its strong don't be dumb lol.

 

[sammii]

Are u taking dxm? A close friend of mine died taking that stuff, be careful hun

 

[fieryending]

Are u taking dxm? A close friend of mine died taking that stuff, be careful hun

Its fine, I wouldn't try to die with it. I felt like living for a little while but I don't anymore. The fact that I did for even a little while is nice and makes me feel better to know that it is possible. The drug basically feels like it sucked all the dopamine and serotonin out of my brain because I went into a super deep depression slightly afterward. idk if I want to live but i don't want to die as much I guess.

 

[sammii]

That's awesome that you don't want to die as much tho still progress! I've only took it once but I felt drained af afterwards too, my friend used to take it every day! The come down is way too shitty, personally I wouldn't take it again. You feeling any better now?

 

[pain in my heart]

You okay, bud? You sound a little off.

 

[fieryending]

You okay, bud? You sound a little off.

Im better now, typos are inevitable when you're fucked up.

 

[pain in my heart]

Im better now, typos are inevitable when you're fucked up.

Are you feeling better now?

 

[WhiteDespair]

Be careful with Robotripping. I developed a sensitivity to DXM and can't really take stuff that contains DXM without getting twitchy.

 

[Sweet emotion]

So you plan on taking drugs your entire life to be happy? That's not solving anything.

 

[fieryending]

So you plan on taking drugs your entire life to be happy? That's not solving anything.

Imma die one day, depression meds are the same thing they just don't get you high. They sneak up on you and most of the time you feel nothing.
I have this body, why not use it to feel good. I think I believe in hedonism.

 

[Mr2005]

With weed the grass really is greener

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

You're probably gonna die of laughter once you read your posts sober (see what I did there?).

 

[TAW122]

I'm not an expert on drugs so I can't say much here. However, I do congratulate you on being able to recover even if it means to use certain drugs to do so. I hope your life continues to improve.

 

[LittleJem]

So you plan on taking drugs your entire life to be happy? That's not solving anything.

Oh goodness. If only there was a solution for depression. If you know it, please share. I'm on holiday with my boyfriend, and writing suicide letters.
I want to try DXM. I can't with my current med, but my current med is pooping out ..how much do you take? There is also research on aspirin and depression...
I want to try DXM. I can't with my current med, but my current med is pooping out ..how much do you take? There is also research on aspirin and depression...

 

[Sweet emotion]

Oh goodness. If only there was a solution for depression. If you know it, please share. I'm on holiday with my boyfriend, and writing suicide letters.
I want to try DXM. I can't with my current med, but my current med is pooping out ..how much do you take? There is also research on aspirin and depression...
I want to try DXM. I can't with my current med, but my current med is pooping out ..how much do you take? There is also research on aspirin and depression...

I wish I knew the cure for depression. And I was wrong in what I said. I should have never said it. I completely understand how someone who is depressed will do anything to make it stop whether that's drugs or sex or eating a million chocolate chip cookies. I know how awful life can be and I'm glad you said what you said because you opened my mind up.

 

[LittleJem]

I wish I knew the cure for depression. And I was wrong in what I said. I should have never said it. I completely understand how someone who is depressed will do anything to make it stop whether that's drugs or sex or eating a million chocolate chip cookies. I know how awful life can be and I'm glad you said what you said because you opened my mind up.

That's okay. Chocolate chip cookies do still help a little