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AbusedByFather
Member
- Feb 14, 2021
- 10
Hi,
I was suicidal for quite a while. I started taking SSRIs, picked up hobbies, and tried to form healthy connections.
However, that voice in the back of my mind permeates through everything, and I just want to get it over with.
I have no money, and I'm afraid to mess up, and end up handicapped and in more pain than I was before.
I live in Israel.
How can I CTB without feeling much pain?
Apparently, I'm also on the spectrum, so I have a hard time understanding everything too complex as well as people's expressions, so If anyone can help me find a gun or something, I'd be happy to just shoot myself.
I was suicidal for quite a while. I started taking SSRIs, picked up hobbies, and tried to form healthy connections.
However, that voice in the back of my mind permeates through everything, and I just want to get it over with.
I have no money, and I'm afraid to mess up, and end up handicapped and in more pain than I was before.
I live in Israel.
How can I CTB without feeling much pain?
Apparently, I'm also on the spectrum, so I have a hard time understanding everything too complex as well as people's expressions, so If anyone can help me find a gun or something, I'd be happy to just shoot myself.