cowboypants
Experienced
- May 7, 2024
- 203
I feel so tired. I don't have the energy to go out and deal with people My anxiety has only ever increased as I fell into a depressive phase again and stopped going outside much.
Dad's birthday is in next week although I hate him a lot. I want to wait a few days.
The only silver line is that I can buy or cook any food I want rn. And I love it. That's the only good thing. And I also want try few dishes again before I CTB finally. I feel so weird that I might not exist after it. I think I'm ready for it
Dad's birthday is in next week although I hate him a lot. I want to wait a few days.
The only silver line is that I can buy or cook any food I want rn. And I love it. That's the only good thing. And I also want try few dishes again before I CTB finally. I feel so weird that I might not exist after it. I think I'm ready for it