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Goose774

Goose774

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May 12, 2023
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I've never even smoked weed before. But as per one of my last posts all I feel is emptiness and boredom. I finally found a way to CTB that works for me. I just need a bit more money and I'll be able to do it. However I want to have fun before I do it. I've heard stuff like ketamine and morphine is fun to say the least. I have no connections or friends, so I'm willing to bet the only way for me to get ahold of any is through the internet, but I don't know where to look. Anyone able to help me? I know I'll probably have to use bitcoin to buy it. So I'll need to figure out how to do that too.
 
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damnatio memoriae

damnatio memoriae

i like the color green.
Feb 24, 2023
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Same. Would appreciate a tor link or two
 
sorrowful

sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
253
morphine is very relaxing and euphoric. accidentally did a line of ket once and never again
 
Goose774

Goose774

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May 12, 2023
39
morphine is very relaxing and euphoric. accidentally did a line of ket once and never again
What did you confuse the ketamine with and do you not recommend it?
 
sorrowful

sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
253
What did you confuse the ketamine with and do you not recommend it?
cocaine, so was quite a different ride to what i was expecting (ended up in a k hole). i wouldn't say it's horrible, just my experience. i would give it another try in the right environment.

i plan on a bender soon, so i can grab some then. if my experience is better i can update
 
thecolourgold

thecolourgold

night night coming soon. ❤️
Apr 22, 2023
100
I've had a great experience with k in the past, also mdma, mushrooms, lsd, 2CB, and weed. The only time I've had a bad trip is on lsd and it wasn't too bad, I made it out. I've been looking for fent as I've heard it's a really affective method to ctb.
 
pompompurin

pompompurin

girls like us are rotten to the core
Apr 27, 2023
154
Hey I might be able to help ya with the source, dm me if you're interested
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

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Apr 12, 2023
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Never done it before, would be interested
 
prtsn

prtsn

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Apr 16, 2023
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currently doing something like that. got myself some shrooms for the first time and lsd, looking for k and ghb
 
Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
You can always find weed or speed at 8th and 8th. I swear, any city, there's a McD's and a dealer or three in the parking lot, or in the back by the dumpsters. Lol. But buying weed online is really good these days, good stuff, and good prices.
For actual drugs, you might want to know first if you'd rather uppers or downers. Usually people make a choice between the two. Although. It is pretty fun to mix the two, if you have some days and some headspace set aside for it, that is. But that's for after you've built up some tolerance.
 
TeflonMummy

TeflonMummy

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Apr 1, 2023
45
Something I've also been thinking about trying. Wondering if it will give me a new perspective on anything. Some people I know said they have had "great revelations" under the influence of pyschoactive drugs. I don't really know if I believe all that but tripping oughta be fun for a reason or nobody would do it (if they weren't addicted).
 
Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
902
I have never used drugs. I don't believe you should use drugs.


You know what I wouldn't mind. Binge for a month before dying. You could eat everything you wanted.

The ultimate food high! I'd die, so, fat, dumb, and happy!


Drugs are ubiquitous. Go out to the clubs and flirt.

Scratch your nose, and nod. If they reciprocate, those are your new friends! lol
 
etherealdemise

etherealdemise

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Nov 13, 2022
22
I really want to try any kind of opium before I go, but I haven't even done weed or anything before. No clue where to get stuff either, but I want to know what it would feel like...
 
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SoftWorries

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Feb 22, 2023
331
You should try MDMA if you want to try something guaranteed to cause good feelings. It's also possible to heal trauma if it's used with intention and respect.


Drugs I don't really like:

Cocaine (too short, too anxious, bad comedown)
Opiates (too numbing, itchy)
Mushrooms (too confusing, uncomfortable body high)
Weed (too anxious)


Drugs I like:

Benzos (no anxiety, peaceful, unfortunately physically addictive, withdrawal after long term use can cause seizures)


Drugs I love:

LSD (beautiful)
Mescaline (cool and beautiful but makes you throw up)
Ketamine (solely on the comedown of psychedelics or MDMA. On it's own I find it lacking)

Drugs I live for:

MDMA (just bliss)


If you're going to try drugs make sure to take good dosages and be sure of the purity.

Pretty much drugs are what keeps me alive right now and has for years. I do MDMA with supplements every three-six months, LSD every month if I remember, ketamine once a year combined with LSD and MDMA usually
 
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loyalskateboard

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May 4, 2023
339
It might not be the type of drug you want but dxm is pretty easy to get. It's a dissociative and quite nice imo. You can get tablets online (unsure if I can say the name?) so you don't need to use cough syrup. Make sure you research the correct dosing and any interactions with any meds you take. It might keep you busy until you can possibly get your hands on something better
 
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jorheslen428

Member
May 4, 2023
90
I've never even smoked weed before. But as per one of my last posts all I feel is emptiness and boredom. I finally found a way to CTB that works for me. I just need a bit more money and I'll be able to do it. However I want to have fun before I do it. I've heard stuff like ketamine and morphine is fun to say the least. I have no connections or friends, so I'm willing to bet the only way for me to get ahold of any is through the internet, but I don't know where to look. Anyone able to help me? I know I'll probably have to use bitcoin to buy it. So I'll need to figure out how to do that too.
Oooh definitely try mdma, it's a lot of fun. Look for reviews though to make sure it's pure and not cut with anything.

Personally I used to really love benzos with weed. Some stims can be fun too, especially if combined with sex/ masturbation.

LSD and mushrooms are also must tries, just be wary that they can lead to a bad trip if set and setting aren't right.
 
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Azora

Azora

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Apr 13, 2023
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Weed is pretty easy to buy since so many places in the US, Canada and Europe now openly sell it. You can also grow it yourself by buying seeds online, although it takes some time and work. LSD and cocaine can also be bought online, but you have to go through the dark web and is pretty risky.
 
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SoftWorries

Specialist
Feb 22, 2023
331
Weed is pretty easy to buy since so many places in the US, Canada and Europe now openly sell it. You can also grow it yourself by buying seeds online, although it takes some time and work. LSD and cocaine can also be bought online, but you have to go through the dark web and is pretty risky.
Why is it risky?
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
If anyone knows a dark source or anything let me know i am in us i also wanna try
 
SiegwardOfCatarina

SiegwardOfCatarina

Jesus Christ is in Heaven now
May 30, 2023
7
Why is it risky?
Loads of scams. If you go to any "Hidden Wiki" link directory they usually have loads of drug stores and other "services" but i'm pretty sure they're fake, to find the real ones you have to search deeper
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
I've never even smoked weed before. But as per one of my last posts all I feel is emptiness and boredom. I finally found a way to CTB that works for me. I just need a bit more money and I'll be able to do it. However I want to have fun before I do it. I've heard stuff like ketamine and morphine is fun to say the least. I have no connections or friends, so I'm willing to bet the only way for me to get ahold of any is through the internet, but I don't know where to look. Anyone able to help me? I know I'll probably have to use bitcoin to buy it. So I'll need to figure out how to do that too.
ketamine and weed are my drugs of choice :)

i wouldn't know how to purchase online, but i can give you an idea of prices:

1g of weed - £10 (if it's your first time, 1g is probably all you'll need for an entire day)
3.5g - £30

1g of k - £30 (again, if it's your first time, 1g is more than enough to last you a few weeks mayeb. be very careful how much you do - taking enough will give you a pleasant experience, and you may even hallucinate - taking too much will send you into a k hole)
2g - £50
 
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grateful409

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May 27, 2023
21
Just start with weed. Weed can not only uplift mood but can also help provide a different perspective by kinda dissociating. Whatever the method it doesn't matter, people agree - weed can change how you see things.

Just stick with weed. Trust me.
 
endofafoxtwo

endofafoxtwo

silly red fox guy
May 1, 2023
151
GGo
I've never even smoked weed before. But as per one of my last posts all I feel is emptiness and boredom. I finally found a way to CTB that works for me. I just need a bit more money and I'll be able to do it. However I want to have fun before I do it. I've heard stuff like ketamine and morphine is fun to say the least. I have no connections or friends, so I'm willing to bet the only way for me to get ahold of any is through the internet, but I don't know where to look. Anyone able to help me? I know I'll probably have to use bitcoin to buy it. So I'll need to figure out how to do that too.
go to Vancouver, BC, Canada. You can buy damn near anything there.
 

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