• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
202
I want to die, simple. I feel the urge to cut myself severely again. It's been 10 years since. I want a peaceful exit, which damn countries can give me assisted suicide. I live in Australia
 
Last edited by a moderator:
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: hell toupee, darksouls and itsgone2
ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

put a red heart if u love espoir city
Oct 16, 2025
154
surprisingly, i found this which is VAD but, if u live in NT, good luck. damn, but they wont allow it for mental illnesses/disabilities such bullshit.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: darksouls
SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
202
surprisingly, i found this which is VAD but, if u live in NT, good luck. damn, but they wont allow it for mental illnesses/disabilities such bullshit.
I'm aware of VAD, it's only if you're suffering from an illness that will kill you within 6 months. Fucking stupid existence.
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: itsgone2, ScaredCutter and darksouls
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,753
I really understand as all I want is to be permanently free from this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I see such terrible extreme cruelty in how the option to cease existing painlessly with no more pain and no more suffering is denied, I just always suffer so unbearably from being trapped in this cruel, dreadful existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: darksouls
ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

put a red heart if u love espoir city
Oct 16, 2025
154
I'm aware of VAD, it's only if you're suffering from an illness that will kill you within 6 months. Fucking stupid existence.
i see. maybe would something like this be more informative on where its allowed and its criteria interactive map (clicking on a coloured area takes u to a page). i did look and, i think netherlands allows it w/o having a specific requirement of 'if ur going to die in x time from x thing or whatever'. idk if the map is outdated or anything though.
 
SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
202
i see. maybe would something like this be more informative on where its allowed and its criteria interactive map (clicking on a coloured area takes u to a page). i did look and, i think netherlands allows it w/o having a specific requirement of 'if ur going to die in x time from x thing or whatever'. idk if the map is outdated or anything though.
There is the risk of organ harvesting. You never know if they'll secretly take an organ from you and say an autopsy was necessary as an excuse. Your kidney and organs if you're young go for tens and tens of millions of dollars.
 
  • Informative
Reactions: ScaredCutter
ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

put a red heart if u love espoir city
Oct 16, 2025
154
There is the risk of organ harvesting. You never know if they'll secretly take an organ from you and say an autopsy was necessary as an excuse. Your kidney and organs if you're young go for tens and tens of millions of dollars.
oh damn, ididnt know about that, im so sorry! hopefully therell be something out there youll find, i apologise for not being able to give anything good out.
 
B

butters.s

Member
Jan 16, 2026
7
I get you, i hate being in that same loop in middle, not going for it, cant stand living
 
D

DeathSweetDeath

Specialist
Nov 12, 2025
386
i see. maybe would something like this be more informative on where its allowed and its criteria interactive map (clicking on a coloured area takes u to a page). i did look and, i think netherlands allows it w/o having a specific requirement of 'if ur going to die in x time from x thing or whatever'. idk if the map is outdated or anything
There is the risk of organ harvesting. You never know if they'll secretly take an organ from you and say an autopsy was necessary as an excuse. Your kidney and organs if you're young go for tens and tens of millions of dollars.
They can take all my organs if they want, as long as they give me a painless death.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Nullm, Joarga, gasforme and 1 other person

Similar threads

livingdeaddyke
Replies
8
Views
244
Suicide Discussion
livingdeaddyke
livingdeaddyke
nummie
Replies
0
Views
139
Suicide Discussion
nummie
nummie
deadngoresurgery
Replies
5
Views
191
Suicide Discussion
deadngoresurgery
deadngoresurgery