Help I want to die, but there's no way to die, so I put it here.

[carryonejaxx]

I'm a 25-year-old man living in Korea, and I still don't have an account or bank account, so I can't buy anything on the Internet. So I'm only riding my father's car without a car that lives and drives under my parents

Maybe because I live in Korea, I can't get drugs or suicide tools here. I got bungetan and set it on fire before, but it didn't smoke as much as I thought, so I'm just giving up and trying to find another way. So I took it once because my parents got sodium nitrite, but it was fake, so I was frustrated, and eventually only had a criminal record and was hospitalized in a mental hospital, so my parents still refuse to get nitrite unconditionally when asked to, and even if there is a way, they refuse unconditionally.

And maybe because it's Korea, suicide tools and medicines are illegal, so there are no tools or medicines available on the market, and because it's in the countryside, rivers, dams, or tall buildings can't be seen anywhere, so you can't die.

So Bungetan, called Chakol, is on the market, so smoke doesn't rise even though you're pampered.

And you can't die hanging because you don't have a stick or rod to hang a hanging rope.

So now I can't die and I'm living with it in pain. Please, is there a way to die in this state?

Please understand that grammar may be wrong because you are a foreigner and overlapping words may come out on the way, and I apologize in advance.

 

[GuppyBoyo]

I can relate to that, it's really hard for one to ctb in some parts of the world

 

[carryonejaxx]

I can relate to that, it's really hard for one to ctb in some parts of the world

So, in this isolated situation, is there any way to die?

 

[GuppyBoyo]

So, in this isolated situation, is there any way to die?

i wish i had an answer to that, i find myself in a similar spot to you

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I just wish to cease existing as well and I see so much cruelty in how the option to just peacefully cease existing is denied with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what instead, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I suffer so much from how the option to just die in peace with no more pain, no more suffering is denied. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[Paper_Cut_93]

So, in this isolated situation, is there any way to die?

The only way I can see would be trains (even though that's not popular and survival instincts are pretty strong). Are there any remote forests near you? You can probably buy a sturdy rope in Korea, too.

 

[carryonejaxx]

The only way I can see would be trains (even though that's not popular and survival instincts are pretty strong). Are there any remote forests near you? You can probably buy a sturdy rope in Korea, too.

You can't see the train here, and if you drive far from this countryside, you can see the train, and if you go further, there is a train station, so you can take it. For your information, there is a screen door here, so I think it's impossible to jump into the railroad.

And I can't see the remote forest well and I can't find strong ropes anywhere, so there's only a hand knitting knitting room called Giant Yan in a store called DAISO.

For your information, I can't see remote forests and trees. If there was a remote forest, you could hang it with a knitting thread and hang it with it, but I wonder if that's not possible.

 

[Paper_Cut_93]

You can't see the train here, and if you drive far from this countryside, you can see the train, and if you go further, there is a train station, so you can take it. For your information, there is a screen door here, so I think it's impossible to jump into the railroad.

And I can't see the remote forest well and I can't find strong ropes anywhere, so there's only a hand knitting knitting room called Giant Yan in a store called DAISO.

For your information, I can't see remote forests and trees. If there was a remote forest, you could hang it with a knitting thread and hang it with it, but I wonder if that's not possible.

Okay, thanks for the reply. Unfortunately, I don't know anything else right now, except that you wrote that you have your father's car. Carbon monoxide poisoning, perhaps? But I don't know much about that. What I've read here is that it's usually done with a tent.

 

[carryonejaxx]

Okay, thanks for the reply. Unfortunately, I don't know anything else right now, except that you wrote that you have your father's car. Carbon monoxide poisoning, perhaps? But I don't know much about that. What I've read here is that it's usually done with a tent.

Let's talk about carbon monoxide poisoning. I tried using a flash grenade once. I lit the flash grenade with a torch, but smoke didn't rise. It rose for a moment and then disappeared again. I lit it again, and it only pretended to rise and didn't come out at all. If you keep doing that, the flash grenade will burn hot, but it won't give off much smoke.

 

[allmyfault]

Hey are you Korean? I live in Korea, too. I want to CTB, but I don't have any special means. Are you interested in jumping after drinking?

 

[xoxo24]

I'm in the same exact situation rn, not in korea tho but same exact reasoning, i just feel stuck

 

[Alo the obvi alien]

Still ways to ctb, but more gruesome and unforgiving if you fail.