I want to die but scared

[johan.liebert]

has been thinking about just ending for a long time.
But ive been trapped with the idea that "something better is coming"
Like i really dont know what I'm supposed to do bruh im lost

 

[Stormy Raine]

I've been waiting since 2016 for things to get better, unfortunately they have only gotten worse I say take it day by day and try not to look so far ahead

 

[puella]

Hope can be such a nice thing to have though. Good luck finding what you're looking for.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Yes, it's awful being this way.
I have been ill for so long now with depression that I have finally given up hope.
I'm too far gone to wish for better things.

 

[Jan1193]

Having hope is just a shit. Even if eventually things could get better one day, just one day... That won't be forever. Life has an unlimited posibilities for suffering, and I really sorry if I'm being too pesimist. Keeping always hope is not really the path when everything is getting worse.

You're not alone having fear on this. Is a shit too, and ridiculous how just let go from the life is so difficult, like medieval torture

 

[Jamesun]

We are in the same situation, I have the feeling that something good is coming but it never happens.

 

[WretchedDreams]

Been stuck in the same mental state, life is just so cruel and every day that passes is worse. But the SI is strong, and lies to you about "The Better Future".