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asian.neet

asian.neet

Specialist
Oct 13, 2023
307
and my parents will go through my mail to find ctb stuff.
i really want to die.
i wish i can die right now.
nothing makes me happy anymore.
 
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get.some.sleep

get.some.sleep

I hope I don't feel like this forever
Nov 17, 2023
20
This is how I feel too. I wish I could just get shot in the head or something. Or better yet, I wish I could find someone with people who love them that's dying from some disease and donate my life to them. Like the song Hurt by Nine Inch Nails says "you can have it all, my empire of dirt."
 
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asian.neet

asian.neet

Specialist
Oct 13, 2023
307
This is how I feel too. I wish I could just get shot in the head or something. Or better yet, I wish I could find someone with people who love them that's dying from some disease and donate my life to them. Like the song Hurt by Nine Inch Nails says "you can have it all, my empire of dirt."
i hate being 20.

i wish there was a button where i can press "disappear".
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,870
I certainly understand that it's so dreadful feeling trapped in this existence when you just wish to be gone, it's horrible how we cannot just choose to die in peace despite the fact that we were so cruelly burdened with existence in the first place. I hate how people are expected to suffer no matter what.
 
gotomrg

gotomrg

Member
Mar 10, 2023
58
im sorry you feel overwhelmed by your feelings and thoughts. i totally get it. i hope you will find peace some day
 
asian.neet

asian.neet

Specialist
Oct 13, 2023
307
im sorry you feel overwhelmed by your feelings and thoughts. i totally get it. i hope you will find peace some day
im planning on december.
i can't take this life anymore.
 
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