sevennn
Specialist
- Sep 11, 2024
- 334
i just want to die. i don't want to buy anything for it. don't want any methods don't want to go anywhere. i'm not suicidal. i don't crave suicide. i crave just being dead. not suicide. it's because euthanasia is not allowed. that me craving death makes me suicidal. if it was allowed craving death wouldn't make me suicidal. it would just be me exercising my choices in life. that's all. i don't want a suicide. i just want a peaceful death. that's all. all those pro lifers are the ones that create suicidal people in the first place. if euthanasia was available to all adults then there wouldn't be such a thing as wanting suicide. only exercising your human right to die. that's all. suicide is gross in my eyes. because it's painful risky lonely etc. it's an entirely needless human made thing that i detest. i hate it. but no other choice. sigh. it's just the last months of life are so exhausting. thats all. and you come to this conclusion already exhausted. and i'm already like a corpse. it should be easy. and nobody's business. humans are like crabs in a bucket keeping each other inside. crab mentality.