Discussion I want to die before....

[3cookies]

I saw a post on things you want to do before you CTB so I was thinking...Is there anything you want to die before? Here's the short list of mine
I want to CTB before:
My constant seizures give me brain damage
My deep wounds result in me getting one (or more) amputations
I am forced to go off my very necessary pain medications
My next birthday- no complex about aging it's just always been a shit day for me
before I develop another terrible illness
before I run up anymore crazy astronomical medical bills
before my mom stops supporting my choice to have a DNR
Those are the big ones. This gives me until July (my bday)

 

[Nitromask]

Before I can't afford to live anymore

 

[brighter]

My father does. I shouldn't love him after how he's hurt me, but I do. I can't help it. I don't want to have to live though the pain of losing him.

 

[Pepega]

my parents die
I'm going to be a 40 yo virgin with no friends or family
I get homeless
some crippling disease
my teeth fall of
GOT season 8 releases

 

[brighter]

my parents die
I'm going to be a 40 yo virgin with no friends or family
I get homeless
some crippling disease
my teeth fall of
GOT season 8 releases

You want to die before GOT season 8 comes out? So you don't want to see it?

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Before I can't afford to live anymore

This.

My father does. I shouldn't love him after how he's hurt me, but I do. I can't help it. I don't want to have to live though the pain of losing him.

Witnessing my mother's death destroyed me. I NEVER got over it. It has been like being violently and bloodily violated day after day after day without end. Nothing at all ever helped in the least. I get it...

my parents die
I'm going to be a 40 yo virgin with no friends or family
I get homeless
some crippling disease
my teeth fall of
GOT season 8 releases

Gawd yes to homelessnes! (I also agree with you GOT can be so addicting it would make me put off S until the season was over...)


OK, I'll add (since everyone else has so far covered my other fears): before getting sent to prison. Living in the modern US frightens me more and more. It's becoming (has become?) a police state and the State has secured for itself unprecedented powers. I get the feeling my big mouth is going to get me into a lot of trouble. And all my illusions of a just, benevolent government are dead.

 

[Pepega]

You want to die before GOT season 8 comes out? So you don't want to see it?

I rather not, might make me tolerate living a little bit longer

 

[brighter]

I rather not, might make me tolerate living a little bit longer

:( true GOT is life.

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

Before I'm unable to afford to pay for my own funeral/cremation.