I want to ctb on impulse

[Lifeis_Jouissance70]

I really cant wait 2 days to finally take sn and then wait 4 hours or more to die, it feels painful to even think about. I want to try the 1 hour sn intake. I just want to get this over and done with. I have everything I need but patience.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable just wanting to be free from existing, it really would be such a relief if there's the option to just instantly die in peace. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[Iwillhavepeace]

It should work anyways the whole regimen thing is to make sure it works the most effective way possible

 

[ddn.ctb]

I really cant wait 2 days to finally take sn and then wait 4 hours or more to die, it feels painful to even think about. I want to try the 1 hour sn intake. I just want to get this over and done with. I have everything I need but patience.

I am with you about CTBing on impulse. I have prepared for that by having a hanging kit ready and tested and ready to go. All I need is the impulse to do it. And once the impulse happens and there is an opportunity, I want to be hanging within the hour. No thoughts - just dead.