blairbear64
⁰○°Bubbles⁰○°
- Apr 5, 2023
- 15
But there's some things that, when i think of it being gone forever, when I think of no longer being able to perceive them anymore... its really sad.
Strawberries taste so good
And the sun feels so nice
I feel so conflicted. There are some things about being alive I do love, but I just don't know if it's worth it, or if I can handle it.
There are some things to love, but im so tired. So tired of the things that aren't so lovely. There are so many more terrible things, they outweigh the good by a lot... even if I want to be here, it means nothing if I literally can't function here. Just because I want to be here for those things I love, doesn't mean I should be....
Its like a toxic relationship. You love the person, when they make you happy, you're sooo happy... but more often than not, they don't make you happy. They make you unbelievably sad. For a long time, you convince yourself it isn't that bad. You say to yourself "but these things make me happy! I am happy!" But you know the truth... you're just scared to let go, to lose what you know, lose that comfort you've found in the pain... its all you know, even if leaving is for the best.
I hope one day I gain the courage to leave this toxic relationship.
Damn you, Strawberries.
Strawberries taste so good
And the sun feels so nice
I feel so conflicted. There are some things about being alive I do love, but I just don't know if it's worth it, or if I can handle it.
There are some things to love, but im so tired. So tired of the things that aren't so lovely. There are so many more terrible things, they outweigh the good by a lot... even if I want to be here, it means nothing if I literally can't function here. Just because I want to be here for those things I love, doesn't mean I should be....
Its like a toxic relationship. You love the person, when they make you happy, you're sooo happy... but more often than not, they don't make you happy. They make you unbelievably sad. For a long time, you convince yourself it isn't that bad. You say to yourself "but these things make me happy! I am happy!" But you know the truth... you're just scared to let go, to lose what you know, lose that comfort you've found in the pain... its all you know, even if leaving is for the best.
I hope one day I gain the courage to leave this toxic relationship.
Damn you, Strawberries.