Anyone else feel the same way? Any thoughts?
It used to be illegal in the US too (a long time ago).
I was going to try to power through a tub drowning or use Wim Hof breathing to pass out and do it that way. (Wim Hoff warns not to do it in a tub alone or a pool for that reason). I wanted to do Nitrogen, but can't afford it.
When I first heard about the SN method I was really happy and had decided on that because it was supposedly fool proof, but then I read about how it can take a long time and how many people fail (there are threads here) and how hard it is not to throw up and live, and how it can take a half hour with an extreme headache so no.
Saw someone post about the arteries in the arm to cut and a tip to do it with a scalpel, which is made to cut flesh so it won't hurt so much, but it seemed to me that it would make a huge mess (and there are other people to consider) and had potential to spurt a lot? Also people keep vaguely warning not to do it.
Then yesterday I saw a post by someone named Kooz (who it looks like is now gone by this method?) who had helpfully posted about the "night night" method. Basically you duct tape two beanbags on each side of your neck and pass out. He even had diagrams (which isn't helpful for you due to the aversion of arteries and veins). But you pass out within 20 seconds and from beginning to end will be dead in less than five minutes.
Fast, cheap, you get to breathe (sort of), and sounds like it's relatively painless because you're not fracturing your spine (like in a hanging) or your larynx. I already have thick beanbags and guerilla tape. A tree ratchet (the metal and fabric thing) would have been better but I already own tape and won't be changing my mind because using my own power of choice is preferable to going homeless and dying slower or by someone else's hand so.. Now I'm just biding my time until October.
Which is more challenging than it sounds because really bad things keep happening here, but it's my goal.
I thought about stacking ways to die, too, but worry one way might stop another (like if you slow down your bloodflow with alcohol etc and then hang yourself, does it take longer?) Now it doesn't matter. I feel confident this will work.
Best wishes with your choice.
