WorthlessTrash
Worthless
- Apr 19, 2022
- 2,407
I want to CTB because
I am unable to accept the fact that I was not born female
I am unable to accept being less than 100% female
I am unable to go day to day without thinking about what life would be like for me if I was born the opposite sex
I am unable to cope with not having the desired body
I am unable to accept that I am not physically beautiful or pretty
I am unable to go a minute without being jealous of attractive, or even average looking people of the opposite sex
I cannot stand my body and the male sexual characteristics
I am unable to tolerate any aspect of being male
I am unable to enjoy my hobbies because I see people of the desired sex I wish I was also enjoying them
I am unable to desire sex or romance anymore
I am unable to feel anything but emptiness and sadness when I see women with their feminity and sexuality
I cannot stop ruminating on any of this
I am tired of this mediocre existence and body. I want to CTB so badly. It's all or nothing for me.
I am unable to accept the fact that I was not born female
I am unable to accept being less than 100% female
I am unable to go day to day without thinking about what life would be like for me if I was born the opposite sex
I am unable to cope with not having the desired body
I am unable to accept that I am not physically beautiful or pretty
I am unable to go a minute without being jealous of attractive, or even average looking people of the opposite sex
I cannot stand my body and the male sexual characteristics
I am unable to tolerate any aspect of being male
I am unable to enjoy my hobbies because I see people of the desired sex I wish I was also enjoying them
I am unable to desire sex or romance anymore
I am unable to feel anything but emptiness and sadness when I see women with their feminity and sexuality
I cannot stop ruminating on any of this
I am tired of this mediocre existence and body. I want to CTB so badly. It's all or nothing for me.
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