I want to commit suicide but have no one ever find me

[Tintypographer]

I don't even want anyone to know where I've gone. I want to commit suicide and have my existence and disappearance forever be a mystery. I've thought about some combination of heavy weights, really deep water and a gun where shooting myself then let's my body fall and be dragged hundreds of feet deep. I've also imagined jumping from somewhere high but landing in a place where there is no hope of retrieving the body is even going to Hawaii and despite the pain, jumping into a volcano. I want no trace of where I am and hope to erase every aspect of my existence. I don't want to live anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

If I could completely erase my existence and just disappear, I would. That would be my ideal situation. Living is just unnecessary suffering and me being free from this world would be the best possible thing to happen. I hope that you are able to find what you are looking for.

 

[Pluto]

I've had thoughts like this before. Even as a teenager I came up with an elaborate plan involving a small motorised boat to sail far out to sea, explosives and weights attached to the body.

Something to keep in mind is that if you have any sort of legal will, it makes a mess for recipients when a person vanishes. In my case, I would quickly be forgotten anyway so it makes no difference.

Either way, I feel your pain. Sending you love.

 

[idk1]

This is what I want too, but I can't think of a painless way to achieve it.....

 

[Lost Magic]

It would be cool to just turn to dust, Like Thanos

 

[eternalflame]

Drowning at night is probably the thing. Also i think you are wasting your time as i used to. Wishing you strenght and best of luck.

 

[TimetoGo!]

I don't even want anyone to know where I've gone. I want to commit suicide and have my existence and disappearance forever be a mystery. I've thought about some combination of heavy weights, really deep water and a gun where shooting myself then let's my body fall and be dragged hundreds of feet deep. I've also imagined jumping from somewhere high but landing in a place where there is no hope of retrieving the body is even going to Hawaii and despite the pain, jumping into a volcano. I want no trace of where I am and hope to erase every aspect of my existence. I don't want to live anymore.

This is my method, I dont want to leave the trauma on my family finding a blue corpse to get rid of.........this is the best way