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Darkdreamer001

Darkdreamer001

Student
Jul 17, 2018
192
I want to buy "n" but I'm scared. I don't know whose reliable "A", "B", "D"...I don't know if there's another seller. "N" cost alot of money and I don't want to waist. I've never purchased before but I've always wanted to. The talk about police raids, customs seized, and scamming made hold back. I'd rather take my time and do things right rather than rush and end up in jail &/or mental hospital. I just downloaded the ppeh March 2021 version. I think at the moment it's the current updated version on this forum. I read stories of people that went to other countries and bought "n". If I had to travel I would do it and most like end my life in that country for the fear of having my "n" taken away. I'd rather order from home and have it delivered but at this point I'm not picky, I'm trying to leave an unpeaceful place in peace.
 
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ayb

ayb

"I'd feel trapped if I couldn't CTB at any time."
Feb 15, 2019
292
Sellers listed in the PPeh are legit. Go on the N thread though and make sure to PM a few people who have placed orders just to make sure the e-mail is the same.
 
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Benegra

Member
Jul 18, 2021
35
Have ordered from D and it arrived with ease here.
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
I'm personally going to Bolivia to get it as I know for sure they sell it (I've called the vet shop). I'll have a nice trip, find the best location and then take N under the starry sky as I put some pink floyd and sip on Baileys. I think the perspective of one last trip is kind of exciting since they'll be a last time for everything before I leave and will have a reasonable excuse to farewell to people.
It's probably crazy cheap down there, grab me some too lol.
 
coffee

coffee

Peace!
Jul 23, 2021
121
I think going to Mexico, Peru or Bolivia might be a better idea than ordering. Just my two cents.
 

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