I want to close my eyes and never open them again. I can't take it anymore. Why can't I die for a cardiac arrest while sleeping why?! Why am I so unlucky that I don't die in an accident?!!
I feel the same way. I'm too much pf a coward to kill myself. I tried running into traffic yesterday and ran back because my survival instincts kicked in. Same thing happened with hanging myself. Damn survival instincts. I've wanted to be dead since the age of 8. Why can't I just die?
I want to close my eyes and never open them again. I can't take it anymore. Why can't I die for a cardiac arrest while sleeping why?! Why am I so unlucky that I don't die in an accident?!!
I think you will find most of us on this site feel the same way,some are waiting for their moment, others are waiting to discover the right way, others are just waiting,
Waiting is a bitch for sure, I hate waiting, yet I am stuck waiting for the right moment....! it sucks
I wish I never existed to begin with. But now that I do exist, I wish that I could wipe away any and all evidence of my existence right away. Since I can't do that either, then I suppose death will do...
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