Venting I wanna feel

[CoolGuy9]

I sit here infront of my pc feeling nothing. I could go for a walk, but that's boring. I could go buy something at the store, but nothing would satisfy me and only make me more fat. I could play games, but they would only be a distraction from reality. I kind of want to wanna feel emotional pain, because of reasons that I don't understand, but even they won't come to me.

This feeling of apathy will come tomorrow and the day after that and so on. All I can do is post something on the internet so maybe a stranger can fulfill my attention whore desires.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I'm sad for you. Wouldn't you try to go out of the city and stay one day into the nature, not doing anything, but being outside?

 

[CoolGuy9]

I'm sad for you. Wouldn't you try to go out of the city and stay one day into the nature, not doing anything, but being outside?

I may be physically 19, but mentally i'm still 12. I don't know how to set up a trip to a forest. Even then the idea of doing it alone sounds pretty boring and i'm too antisocial to enjoy it with anyone else.

 

[Pepega]

I sit here infront of my pc feeling nothing. I could go for a walk, but that's boring. I could go buy something at the store, but nothing would satisfy me and only make me more fat. I could play games, but they would only be a distraction from reality. I kind of want to wanna feel emotional pain, because of reasons that I don't understand, but even they won't come to me.

This feeling of apathy will come tomorrow and the day after that and so on. All I can do is post something on the internet so maybe a stranger can fulfill my attention whore desires.

welcome to the club

I may be physically 19, but mentally i'm still 12. I don't know how to set up a trip to a forest. Even then the idea of doing it alone sounds pretty boring and i'm too antisocial to enjoy it with anyone else.

i also feel like my brain is stuck at 10 or something

 

[CoolGuy9]

welcome to the club

What a shitty club. How do I get out?

i also feel like my brain is stuck at 10 or something

I wonder if I have ever met people who are like me and hide it, or if the number of people like us is so low that I can only meet them on the internet.

 

[Pepega]

What a shitty club. How do I get out?

I wonder if I have ever met people who are like me and hide it, or if the number of people like us is so low that I can only meet them on the internet.

People exactly like you are not really easy to come by in real life, but there are definitely a lot of persons with problems who you passed by on street and they look completely normal.

 

[CoolGuy9]

People exactly like you are not really easy to come by in real life, but there are definitely a lot of persons with problems who you passed by on street and they look completely normal.

I kinda wanna meet one just so for once i'm not the degenerate in the room I am in.

 

[kwalah]

i also feel like my brain is stuck at 10 or something

Same but I have Asperger's so.. you might too I don't know.

 

[CoolGuy9]

Same but I have Asperger's so.. you might too I don't know.

Out of all of my problems, Asperger's ain't one of them.

 

[Pepega]

I kinda wanna meet one just so for once i'm not the degenerate in the room I am in.

I didn't meet one yet, but then again, i never have the courage to talk and get to know peoples

 

[kwalah]

Out of all of my problems, Asperger's ain't one of them.

Understandable, you are such a cool guy and all.

 

[CoolGuy9]

I didn't meet one yet, but then again, i never have the courage to talk and get to know peoples

Something that I actually managed to achieve is the ability to go and talk to people. Only problem is that I can't make any deep connection or interesting conversation so this ability feels useless most of the time.

Understandable, you are such a cool guy and all.

People often forget that fact so I put it in my username just incase.

 

[GeorgeJL]

I sit here infront of my pc feeling nothing. I could go for a walk, but that's boring. I could go buy something at the store, but nothing would satisfy me and only make me more fat. I could play games, but they would only be a distraction from reality. I kind of want to wanna feel emotional pain, because of reasons that I don't understand, but even they won't come to me.

This feeling of apathy will come tomorrow and the day after that and so on. All I can do is post something on the internet so maybe a stranger can fulfill my attention whore desires.

Try some psychedelic magic mushrooms you know shrooms.

 

[Pepega]

And where in the hell do we find that?