Help I wanna end it

[Melliodrama]

Hey...
I've been battling with this though for such a long time, that i cant rememver the last time i didn't ... Well but i dont really know how...

I just thought bout GLB, but its kinda semi legal here(im from Germany). Im just really scared of consequences if i fail(jeah cause i allways mess up).

I just dont know how... Yeah i know what it does and how mutch should be enough and i know that i kinda have to dissolve it and that alcohol works pretty well, and caffeine might block it.
Should i just mix it with a softdrink (+alcohol) or what else?

Maybe theres even some more effective way, idk....
I just dont wanna use a train or cur my arms... This stuff tus messes other poeple up and im already an big enough burden to the people around me...

THX for any help Mel

 

[Lady black]

If it should be just effective, hang yourself or jump from aheight, it´s safe and easy

 

[Melliodrama]

If it should be just effective, hang yourself or jump from aheight, it´s safe and easy

Idk... Jping might cause a mess that have to be cleaned up, so thats a no for me
And hanging sounds easy to fail, especially for someone like me

 

[Lady black]

Hanging is not complicated, also disabled people made it...

 

[Memento Mori]

Hey...
I've been battling with this though for such a long time, that i cant rememver the last time i didn't ... Well but i dont really know how...

I just thought bout GLB, but its kinda semi legal here(im from Germany). Im just really scared of consequences if i fail(jeah cause i allways mess up).

I just dont know how... Yeah i know what it does and how mutch should be enough and i know that i kinda have to dissolve it and that alcohol works pretty well, and caffeine might block it.
Should i just mix it with a softdrink (+alcohol) or what else?

Maybe theres even some more effective way, idk....
I just dont wanna use a train or cur my arms... This stuff tus messes other poeple up and im already an big enough burden to the people around me...

THX for any help Mel

I'm interested in where you bought GBL since I'm from Germany too and I haven't found any online vendors to buy that.

Dunno if GBL overdose is enough to die and what physical pain to except before passing out...a friend of mine killed himself by taking GBL and cutting his arms in a bathtub

Consequences depend on your environment, here in my town in the south of DE they don't really care and just let you out after 1-2 days (if you don't show them your suicidal tendences too much)

 

[Melliodrama]

I'm interested in where you bought GBL since I'm from Germany too and I haven't found any online vendors to buy that.

Dunno if GBL overdose is enough to die and what physical pain to except before passing out...a friend of mine killed himself by taking GBL and cutting his arms in a bathtub

Consequences depend on your environment, here in my town in the south of DE they don't really care and just let you out after 1-2 days (if you don't show them your suicidal tendences too much)

Well i jist googled a long time... But i habe it for a pretty long time now but its pretty hard tu find someone thats true

 

[Memento Mori]

Well i jist googled a long time... But i habe it for a pretty long time now but its pretty hard tu find someone thats true

Yeah internet = place of expired milk, deadly honey and scam.

That's why I won't google for such stuff, there are some cool boards out there discussing online shops for psychoactives, but I didn't see any GBL either. If that's okay with the board rules and u want to u can send me a PM with a link :P (to send PMs u have to make about ~10 posts here and be active for a short amount of time if you didn't know)

If you have stored it for a long time don't forget that it could loose some of its potency

 

[21Neberg]

Idk... Jping might cause a mess that have to be cleaned up, so thats a no for me

Let's face it, every method will leave a body that someone will have to clean up.

 

[Melliodrama]

Let's face it, every method will leave a body that someone will have to clean up.

Its not the body... U can carry that away but someone needing an hour or smh to also wipe away blood, no thanks

 

[Melliodrama]

Yeah internet = place of expired milk, deadly honey and scam.

That's why I won't google for such stuff, there are some cool boards out there discussing online shops for psychoactives, but I didn't see any GBL either. If that's okay with the board rules and u want to u can send me a PM with a link :P (to send PMs u have to make about ~10 posts here and be active for a short amount of time if you didn't know)

If you have stored it for a long time don't forget that it could loose some of its potency

I just basically seached for graffiti cleaner and stuff where its used in ins pure form... Bus it wasnt cheap... Paid 50 for like 150ml

 

[Memento Mori]

I just basically seached for graffiti cleaner and stuff where its used in ins pure form... Bus it wasnt cheap... Paid 50 for like 150ml

Are we talkin about the same stuff? GBL/GHB/Liquid Ecstasy/ 4-hydroxybutanic acid that adapts on GABA transmitters? Can't imagine getting that from some google shop in little dosage without any license here in Germany without muuuch luck, I'll just wait til it pops up my way :D

Google tells me there's even a fucking medicament called SOMSANIT® injection of GBL, didn't know they use that in medicine...would be the best choice if one is able to get it bc of narcolepsia but it's also twice as expensive as yours

 

[Ch92921]

Hanging is not complicated, also disabled people made it...

There are dozens of people annually in the USA who hang themself accidentally.

 

[I am ___________]

Make sure you do enough research and are sure about the effects and that you have the right material... you don't want to be saved and committed to an institution do you? That is hell incarnate... best of luck to you my friend and if successful I hope you have a safe journey.

 

[Melliodrama]

Are we talkin about the same stuff? GBL/GHB/Liquid Ecstasy/ 4-hydroxybutanic acid that adapts on GABA transmitters? Can't imagine getting that from some google shop in little dosage without any license here in Germany without muuuch luck, I'll just wait til it pops up my way :D

Google tells me there's even a fucking medicament called SOMSANIT® injection of GBL, didn't know they use that in medicine...would be the best choice if one is able to get it bc of narcolepsia but it's also twice as expensive as yours

Well u cant fint GHB, thats an medicament here, but GBL sold as an cleaner... It sometimes has a different name but thats easy to find, its seen more as an semi illegal drug than something to kill yourself.. So the posts are pretty open about that

 

[Memento Mori]

Well u cant fint GHB, thats an medicament here, but GBL sold as an cleaner... It sometimes has a different name but thats easy to find, its seen more as an semi illegal drug than something to kill yourself.. So the posts are pretty open about that

As far as I know you can't order the dissolvent if you're just a random person, you need to have a corresponding business to do that...Dunno what to think about the ppl who sell it to random persons, the internet is so full of scam and wrong marked substances. Be careful

 

[Melliodrama]

As far as I know you can't order the dissolvent if you're just a random person, you need to have a corresponding business to do that...Dunno what to think about the ppl who sell it to random persons, the internet is so full of scam and wrong marked substances. Be careful

The most don't dothat... Bc u have to sign a ton of papaer