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wandering
- Mar 1, 2023
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(not directed at the forum im venting to a "you" which is a third unrelated party) you dont fucking care about how anyone feels but yourself. i have that thought ringing in my head ever since you said you wanted to tell your own brother in response to him saying itd be easier for everyone if he killed himself, you wanted to tell him "yeah maybe it would". i bet thats how you feel about me too. it would be so much easier for everyone in the family if i just killed myself. a burden off your back. and then you would use it for yourself crying about how youre the poor victim because your kid was so mentally unstable. but inside you know youd be relieved and happy. well i cant let you fucking win. i need you to see i dont fucking need you or anyone. maybe after i have made something of myself and you feel the fucking pain of never talking to you again, never stroking your ego again, never fucking enabling your emotional abuse again acting like its fine. FUCK YOU.
