i used to be heavily against suicide and judge people

[xXSufferingXx]

i remember years ago, over a decade ago, i watched some suicide video of a person jumping from a building,
and i had no empathy for it, i was just like "what an asshole"... meanwhile i was the rude asshole myself.
same thing with robin williams, i was also very judgemental towards him.
well, live and learn, i guess.

 

[Forever Sleep]

May I ask why? Was it because you really valued life or, saw all problems as challenges we needed to overcome? Did you think that under any circumstances, we owe it to others to stay for them?

I developed ideation in childhood and I first got introduced to death aged 3. So- I pretty quickly viewed it as a reasonable option for someone to take. I remember the first suicides I saw represented in TV series- I remember thinking- it's sad but, I don't blame them. Life can be shit. We shouldn't expect people to stay here and suffer.

Were you raised to believe suicide was morally wrong or cowardly? I did end up with family members who held those views. It really didn't take me long to move beyond them though- to form my own opinions. I guess it just depends on what we're around and how life pans out for us though.

 

[Pluto]