maneose
天天天国地獄国
- Sep 10, 2023
- 140
Two C's, 2 D's, one B :)
trying to remind myself that classes are repeatable; very hard when my asshole professor emails us about changing our missings to 0's, saying it most condescendingly way. when half of the semester, he wasn't even here! i can't blame him, it's my fault, i just have been wallowing in self-hate due to my absolute inability to focus or do work, or study. the message just agitates me since this semester i've just been slowly breaking apart and feel like i'm constantly pulling myself from suicide.
but. we have to remind ourselves that grades don't define us. classes can be retaken. mediciations can help or fix the problem. summer is almost here anyway. you don't need to graduate in 4 years, take all the time you need. at least that's what i'm telling myself to stay sane. lol for us students, try and stay alive so you can relax during summer!
for a more positive note, if anyone wants to write what they're most excited to do during summer write it down!
personally for me, i want to try getting my drivers permit, watch tons of anime, study japanese (without the fear of failure!), walking to the market to buy treats, and maybe hanging out with friends. also hopefully, being able to draw again and have fun with it!
trying to remind myself that classes are repeatable; very hard when my asshole professor emails us about changing our missings to 0's, saying it most condescendingly way. when half of the semester, he wasn't even here! i can't blame him, it's my fault, i just have been wallowing in self-hate due to my absolute inability to focus or do work, or study. the message just agitates me since this semester i've just been slowly breaking apart and feel like i'm constantly pulling myself from suicide.
but. we have to remind ourselves that grades don't define us. classes can be retaken. mediciations can help or fix the problem. summer is almost here anyway. you don't need to graduate in 4 years, take all the time you need. at least that's what i'm telling myself to stay sane. lol for us students, try and stay alive so you can relax during summer!
for a more positive note, if anyone wants to write what they're most excited to do during summer write it down!
personally for me, i want to try getting my drivers permit, watch tons of anime, study japanese (without the fear of failure!), walking to the market to buy treats, and maybe hanging out with friends. also hopefully, being able to draw again and have fun with it!
