kanixx
Fear and Hungry
- May 10, 2023
- 3
I turned 18 a few months ago, and it doesn't feel right dying now. I know I have so much more years to live on, but I know they'll be pathetic. My mother kicked me out because I'm not going to school and she believes I'm just a burden, I wish I could have any young person's life and that I wouldn't have to go through killing myself. I planned my suicide date for September 8th, a year ago when I was still 17. And I'll go through it. its in only 6 days, I'm scared. I'm scared to go. but I have to. I just hope my cat will be okay, even though he will grow without me, I hope my family will take good care of my baby.