I tried to unalive myself before

[kyouka]

Looking back, the only reason why I stopped was because it came to mind that I still have my dog, and thinking about leaving her made me feel sad and hurt.

right now I just feel so overwhelmed, too many loud noises in my head, it's unbearable. I feel the need to disappear instantly.

 

[leftdreaming]

Same thing happened with my cat during my first attempt. Pets have a big impact on our lives even if we don't notice it.

How are you doing right now? I get this feeling we have a little in common, so if you need to talk I'm here for you.

 

[kyouka]

omg cats. I'd love to have one. and yes, the affection and love from pets are unmatched compared to my family :')

I slept a little but still felt anxious. I feel a bit better but still got this heavy distress. thank you for asking! and sure will do! I am new here so I'm still exploring this site. I feel safe at some point.

I love you too

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable just wishing to disappear as existing here certainly is so torturous and tiring, it's true that there's too much suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[kyouka]

you too :) thanks

 

[Lulzacruel]

pets are the purest organisms on the entire planet. they cant commit genocide, murder, rape, or otherwise cause intense suffering unless explicitly forced too. they are just pure beings that exist in a symbiotic relationship. you give me cuteness and you get food and water.

i honestly dont blame you for not wanting to CTB because of your pet

 

[kyouka]

yeah :) for a while, I will keep cherishing moments with her.