uotomof
Member
- Jun 9, 2024
- 5
Quick backstory, dropped out of college and became a hikikomori and a NEET then leeched off of my parents for a year.
I eventually began taking my old antidepressants (bupropion) that I never took being the idiot I was, and after two months, I felt alive again. I was motivated to go see a psych and get a job. I used to take ADHD meds back in middle and high school but was taken off of them right before I entered college bc my parents thought that I had outgrown them. In hindsight, I shouldn't have listened.
Now, my goal was to transfer into a Community College so that I could try to continue my education, but I'm absolutely useless in that regard without stimulants.
So here I am, after a year of utter failure, I dragged myself to go see a psych, got diagnosed with ADHD and after multiple failed interviews, finally managed to land my first job.
anyway, to get prescribed stimulants, you need to get an EKG and a drug test.
I guess my parents didn't believe that I was going to go through with it and get medicated for some reason, because they were fine when I got the diagnosis drug test, but the day I was going to get my EKG (today), I was told not to do it because they would disqualify me from joining the military, which I can't do for another year bc I ended up in a mental hospital for a week in the past bc guess the reason lmfao
my father is my physician, I'm on his insurance, my mother practically threatened to kick me out over the issue, and I can't afford that with my savings so low & being dependent on them for transportation to work. i could become a homeless neet i guess
i've lost my goal in life, being a shitty neet was somehow easier, i tried living life but life fucking sucks
I eventually began taking my old antidepressants (bupropion) that I never took being the idiot I was, and after two months, I felt alive again. I was motivated to go see a psych and get a job. I used to take ADHD meds back in middle and high school but was taken off of them right before I entered college bc my parents thought that I had outgrown them. In hindsight, I shouldn't have listened.
Now, my goal was to transfer into a Community College so that I could try to continue my education, but I'm absolutely useless in that regard without stimulants.
So here I am, after a year of utter failure, I dragged myself to go see a psych, got diagnosed with ADHD and after multiple failed interviews, finally managed to land my first job.
anyway, to get prescribed stimulants, you need to get an EKG and a drug test.
I guess my parents didn't believe that I was going to go through with it and get medicated for some reason, because they were fine when I got the diagnosis drug test, but the day I was going to get my EKG (today), I was told not to do it because they would disqualify me from joining the military, which I can't do for another year bc I ended up in a mental hospital for a week in the past bc guess the reason lmfao
my father is my physician, I'm on his insurance, my mother practically threatened to kick me out over the issue, and I can't afford that with my savings so low & being dependent on them for transportation to work. i could become a homeless neet i guess
i've lost my goal in life, being a shitty neet was somehow easier, i tried living life but life fucking sucks