I tried killing myself again

[Iwant2sleepforever]

I tried the shallow water drowning method and got even closer than to last time. Sorry I didn't write a post I was not sure it was gonna work and I attempted it impusively. I don't even know why I pulled my head out of the water this time. I will probably be trying this method every time I take a shower and hopefully I will eventualy suceed. If I never log back on without stating a reason it probably means I'm at peace. I'm at an all time low right now and I lost all of my motivation for everything (besides CTB)

 

[Kooz]

In the shower? Haven't heard of that. I mean, I guess I could see it working. I was personally always thinking that it would be done right next to a dock at a lake where you can stand on the ground while still being in the lake

 

[Iwant2sleepforever]

In the shower? Haven't heard of that. I mean, I guess I could see it working. I was personally always thinking that it would be done right next to a dock at a lake where you can stand on the ground while still being in the lake

My bath is big enough for it I think Im not that big. I personally don't think my mouth or nose will be pushed out of the water while I am passed but im not a physics genius or nothing. I just lay on my stomach and it seems like its pretty secure.

 

[Virgo]

You aren't going to kill yourself with this method... This has to be the dumbest method on ss.

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

You aren't going to kill yourself with this method... This has to be the dumbest method on ss.

I think the method has some merits but it is very difficult or even impossible to execute correctly esp. in a bathtub. I would use it only in conjunction with a weighted vest in DEEP water so there is no chance of survival (but then again that's not really the SWB method).

 

[Virgo]

I think the method has some merits but it is very difficult or even impossible to execute correctly esp. in a bathtub. I would use it only in conjunction with a weighted vest in DEEP water so there is no chance of survival (but then again that's not really the SWB method).

Yeah, without training or knocking yourself out this method is utterly useless.What do you mean it isn't the SWB method?

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

Yeah, without training or knocking yourself out this method is utterly useless.What do you mean it isn't the SWB method?

The abbreviation for shallow water blackout method

 

[Virgo]

The abbreviation for shallow water blackout method

Ik, but why isn't it that method?

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

Ik, but why isn't it that method?

Because if you need deep water and a weighted vest, it's more like simple drowning. The hyperventilating bit in SWB only speeds up the death.

 

[Kyrok]

I don't understand why people just don't use a shotgun. I assume anyone over 18 can get one in just about any country. You might need a hunting license in some places, but is it that hard to acquire? $150 for a used basic model. 00 shot.

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

I don't understand why people just don't use a shotgun. I assume anyone over 18 can get one in just about any country. You might need a hunting license in some places, but is it that hard to acquire? $150 for a used basic model. 00 shot.

Guns are hard to come by unless you are in the States.

 

[Kyrok]

Guns are hard to come by unless you are in the States.

Aren't there gun stores in most countries... you just need a license?

I'm in the US and don't even know how many guns I have ... at least a dozen.

 

[Virgo]

Aren't there gun stores in most countries... you just need a license?

I'm in the US and don't even know how many guns I have ... at least a dozen.

Pretty sure it's hard to get a gun in Europe.

 

[Kyrok]

Pretty sure it's hard to get a gun in Europe.

Harder than US, but fill out a form, pay a fee... hunting license isn't hard unless you have a record.

 

[OthelloToOblivion]

Harder than US, but fill out a form, pay a fee... hunting license isn't hard unless you have a record.

yeah, oz takes months to get a license, and even then that to shoot, not to own generally. drowning here is much more likely, honestly.

 

[Virgo]

yeah, oz takes months to get a license, and even then that to shoot, not to own generally. drowning here is much more likely, honestly.

Not by swb though. By jumping off a bridge with weights.

 

[Trashcan]

I don't understand why people just don't use a shotgun. I assume anyone over 18 can get one in just about any country. You might need a hunting license in some places, but is it that hard to acquire? $150 for a used basic model. 00 shot.

Not everyone can get one (even in the states). Some people are banned from getting guns due to having been in the mental hospital or other reasons. Some states also require private sales to do a background check. Keep in mind too that the US is probably one of the easiest if not the easiest country to get a gun in.

The other thing is how violent it is. I was looking into it, but decided it would be too traumatizing to whoever found me.

 

[bigj75]

Not everyone can get one (even in the states). Some people are banned from getting guns due to having been in the mental hospital or other reasons. Some states also require private sales to do a background check. Keep in mind too that the US is probably one of the easiest if not the easiest country to get a gun in.

The other thing is how violent it is. I was looking into it, but decided it would be too traumatizing to whoever found me.

Yae shotguns are some rough shit to see.

 

[Deleted member 4040]

Yeah shotguns are scary. I could actually get the license to buy a shotgun here in Switzerland but pulling the trigger, man that requires a lot of strength and dedication.

atleast you can get a shotgun
I cannot even get a small caliber gun here in europe

 

[Kyrok]

Most US states have loopholes: private sales, gun shows - no background checks. I assume hunting licenses exist in nearly every European country, but I realize that mental health records, etc. could bar one.

Regarding how gruesome it is, I guess that doesn't bother me. I'll be dead. However, I thought wearing a helmet could reduce the gore to be polite. Hotel bathtub, or even right outside coroner's receiving entrance.

 

[worldexploder]

I'm sorry things didn't work out for you. That method doesn't seem reliable in my opinion. But I know it's tough when you don't have easier methods.