Mustkeyknow

Mustkeyknow

Experienced
Feb 8, 2020
275
Flushed it down the toilet. The whole SN. I may order some more in the future. I don't know. In the meantime I have nothing to CTB with. And that's fine. For now.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I'm sure that was a tough decision to make. But for some it's best not to have it around to tempt you. It should remain relatively easy to obtain for a little while.

Now you need to find something to keep you busy so it's not on your mind. Congratulations on taking the first steps to recovery! I hope things go well for you and that you're able to continue this path.
 
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gnomeboy17

gnomeboy17

Specialist
Feb 11, 2020
355
Wow that's great! Even though I have been trying to recover and avoid ctb, I still haven't disposed of mine. Even though you're right that you could buy more, it's a great step to take and it means you won't do something impulsive if you're angry/upset in the near future. Genuinely very proud of you! Best wishes! <3
 
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Notabadguy

Notabadguy

Mage
Feb 7, 2020
576
Best wishes
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
What a waste of money. You could have just sent it to me.
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
Flushed it down the toilet. The whole SN. I may order some more in the future. I don't know. In the meantime I have nothing to CTB with. And that's fine. For now.
When things are really rough in life and it seems impossible, sometimes it takes actually being on the edge to actually figure the way out. I envy you—congrats man.
 
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Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
Flushed it down the toilet. The whole SN. I may order some more in the future. I don't know. In the meantime I have nothing to CTB with. And that's fine. For now.
I love that you did this. Thank you for sharing. I'm really proud of you.
 
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