DrownedOctopus

DrownedOctopus

Experienced
Mar 2, 2019
246
That's it. I just think tonight is the right time. Shit can't get any better, it's only going downhill.
Now is time for me to jump ship before I keep making things worse or have to go through something I won't be able to handle.
I'm attempting tonight.
 
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Halo13

Halo13

Wizard
May 9, 2019
671
I hope you find a peaceful end to your suffering. Partial or full?
 
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DrownedOctopus

DrownedOctopus

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Mar 2, 2019
246
I hope you find a peaceful end to your suffering. What is your method, if I may ask?
Hanging.
I have a sturdy enough balcony for it, thankfully enough.
 
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Sick Boy

Sick Boy

Student
Oct 19, 2018
186
I hope everything goes well with your method and i hope you find peace in the afterlife
 
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DrownedOctopus

DrownedOctopus

Experienced
Mar 2, 2019
246
Sorry, saw the reply a minute later. So a full hanging?
Yes. At least this way even if I fuck up I'm going to die.
May be painful, but at least I'm gone.
 
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Halo13

Halo13

Wizard
May 9, 2019
671
Yes. At least this way even if I fuck up I'm going to die.
May be painful, but at least I'm gone.
Very brave! I hope it doesn't turn out painful for you :hug:
 
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Circles

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Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Oh I hope you can try clear your mind if you can. I know it's overwhelming, did something trigger it? Please be cautious with this.
 
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DrownedOctopus

DrownedOctopus

Experienced
Mar 2, 2019
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Oh I hope you can try clear your mind if you can. I know it's overwhelming, did something trigger it? Please be cautious with this.
It's been in my head for weeks, I've thought it through. I have the opportunity.
Well hanging is better than shooting yourself or jumping in front of a train or off a building at least.
Idk, given the option of a gun I might have chosen that. I don't have access to one, not that I couldn't. Justt really too tired to go through with getting one.
 
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ExitTheDay

ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
May 26, 2019
336
I really hope you can find your peace, at last...
 
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Circles

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Sep 3, 2018
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It's been in my head for weeks, I've thought it through. I have the opportunity.

Idk, given the option of a gun I might have chosen that. I don't have access to one, not that I couldn't. Justt really too tired to go through with getting one.
Well I am so sorry it's come this far dear. I respect your decision regardless, I just hate seeing a friend pass. Again try to be careful over the balcony.
 
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ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
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DrownedOctopus

DrownedOctopus

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Mar 2, 2019
246
Well I am so sorry it's come this far dear. I respect your decision regardless, I just hate seeing a friend pass. Again try to be careful over the balcony.
I appreciate it, thank you. I don't expect it being too difficult, it's easy enough to get over.
Same here, hopefully courage finds it's way one day, whether it be getting better or ctb
I hope the best for you, whatever that may be.
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

Warlock
Apr 3, 2019
709
Sorry that life was unkind to you. Hope you find the peace you never found here.
 
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DrownedOctopus

DrownedOctopus

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Mar 2, 2019
246
Sorry that life was unkind to you. Hope you find the peace you never found here.
Thank you. I hope the best for you, whatever that may be.
 
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CursedForDisaster

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Apr 1, 2019
187
I wish you luck friend. I hope you find the peace you deserve. Catch you on the other side?
 
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DrownedOctopus

DrownedOctopus

Experienced
Mar 2, 2019
246
I wish you luck friend. I hope you find the peace you deserve. Catch you on the other side?
Thank you. For me I hope it just stops when I die, but if there's another side I'll catch you there
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
I'm going to regret falling asleep, but I hope the other side treats you more kindly and wash all your worries away. Thank you for being a friend dear.
 
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DrownedOctopus

DrownedOctopus

Experienced
Mar 2, 2019
246
I'm going to regret falling asleep, but I hope the other side treats you more kindly and wash all your worries away. Thank you for being a friend dear.
Thank you for being one too and being supportive through everything for me thus far. You're quite the wonderful person.
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

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Feb 15, 2019
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Smooth sailing. I always liked your posts here.
 
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Evident

Evident

Solemnly drifting.
May 26, 2019
7
New to the site but I hope you find your peace. Sorry it's come to this but I hope it's painless for you. Best of luck.
 
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DrownedOctopus

DrownedOctopus

Experienced
Mar 2, 2019
246
Smooth sailing. I always liked your posts here.
Thanks dear. Sorry our first conversation is because of this
New to the site but I hope you find your peace. Sorry it's come to this but I hope it's painless for you. Best of luck.
Thank you. I hope the best for you. I'm sorry you need a site like this too
 
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Ἡγησίας

Ἡγησίας

Student
May 20, 2019
192
I don't know what to say, I'm new here and I ignore your circumstances, but I feel sorry to read you're suffering a lot. If you finally do it I hope you find a good and painless ending (excuse me for my english, I don't speak it well).
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
I'm sorry it's come to this but hope you find the best way for you, and that you don't suffer any more. Journey well
 
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