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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I feel motivated enough to do this today. It's been fun here and I wish the best for everybody. I don't know if I'll succeed but I'm just tired of putting it off. I'm trapped in sex work and can't motivate myself to try to get out of it. I just can't do this anymore and getting too old for it. If I don't come back than it means the nitrogen method worked for me. Ok goodbye everyone. Xoxo's
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Wishing you all the very best in the next world sweetheart. May it be filled with good things for you xxxx
 
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Moony21

Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
273
Good luck and I hope you find your peace on the other side.
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
Dang. Hate to see you go. Hope you find peace, safe travels
 
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Trulysorry

Member
Dec 31, 2018
95
Best wishes
 
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creationisdeath

Specialist
Oct 20, 2018
359
Sleep well. Time to celebrate!
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Be safe Final. x
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Cuddles safe travels ❤️
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
2,488
It's sad to see a highly ranked member leaving this site.

Anyway good luck :) hope you find your peace
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I feel motivated enough to do this today. It's been fun here and I wish the best for everybody. I don't know if I'll succeed but I'm just tired of putting it off. I'm trapped in sex work and can't motivate myself to try to get out of it. I just can't do this anymore and getting too old for it. If I don't come back than it means the nitrogen method worked for me. Ok goodbye everyone. Xoxo's
I hope you find peace and love on the other side.
Hugs to you xx
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
I hope you find your well deserved peace.
 
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2 be or not

2 be or not

Member
Nov 25, 2018
74
I've enjoyed reading your posts. I wish you success and peace.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Sad to see you go girl... Hope everything goes well for you. Best wishes x
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
I hope it works for you. I hope you get peace now. Good luck.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I hope you find the peace you're looking for friend. Hugs
 
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Mylifeispointless

I've suffered enough, I give up
Jan 12, 2019
30
Final I hope you find your peace. Goodluck! and Safe travels. ❤❤❤
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Yea it's not going to happen with nitrogen. I struggle with the discomfort of losing oxygen and then I couldn't stabilize the hose. So I'm going to be practicing hanging I think. I need it to be fairly quick. Fuck:ehh:
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
I want to wish you the best of luck and may you find everlasting peace.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I'm thinking a gun since that is within my ability to acquire. It would be so quick unless u shot yourself in wrong spot.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Sorry everyone :( I felt so ready to do this today. The desperate feeling was intense. Where u aren't thinking about anything but trying to end it.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
No need to feel sorry whatsoever.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Sorry everyone :( I felt so ready to do this today. The desperate feeling was intense. Where u aren't thinking about anything but trying to end it.
@Final Escape don't feel sorry xxx Sending you a hug
 
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HelensNepenthe

HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
Sorry everyone :( I felt so ready to do this today. The desperate feeling was intense. Where u aren't thinking about anything but trying to end it.
Relatable feeling. Please don't feel sorry for it. Please take care of yourself.
 
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Mylifeispointless

I've suffered enough, I give up
Jan 12, 2019
30
Sorry everyone :( I felt so ready to do this today. The desperate feeling was intense. Where u aren't thinking about anything but trying to end it.

No need to say sorry. Please don't be so hard on yourself. Hugss
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Sorry everyone :( I felt so ready to do this today. The desperate feeling was intense. Where u aren't thinking about anything but trying to end it.
No need to be sorry. If all this was easy, well it wouldn't be an issue. Take care. Failing hurts, I know this too well. So I can relate. But no sorry needed.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
Yea it's not going to happen with nitrogen. I struggle with the discomfort of losing oxygen and then I couldn't stabilize the hose. So I'm going to be practicing hanging I think. I need it to be fairly quick. Fuck:ehh:
Micropore tape!

❤️And reading your post comes with tears! I am going to miss you, girl. I wish you all the best, and am sending you so, so much light and love. I hope you find peace on the other side. xo
 
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Lefty

Mage
Dec 7, 2018
530
Don't feel bad. Hugs Final Escape.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
Sorry everyone :( I felt so ready to do this today. The desperate feeling was intense. Where u aren't thinking about anything but trying to end it.
Oh, thank god. We all love you. Don't apologize. We're here for you & glad you're still here! xoxo
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Cuddles ❤️
 
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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
I'm sorry it didn't work out. You'll be missed on here, but you deserve peace. xxx
 
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