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Kriegsman

Kriegsman

The man who wanted to be loved
Apr 14, 2024
24
Hello, I personally think from my experience that some people including me are just not meant to be but I personally think that maybe we get a second chance if we CTB. IDK
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

Alea iacta est. The die is cast.
Mar 9, 2024
1,115
Agreed. Life is not for everyone.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,348
None of us are. We are all parts of a decaying God who chose to end his existence. This in turn created the universe we know today and why everything strives towards Death or obliteration. We aren't meant to survive, we are meant to dissipate as is the Will.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,709
Life is only good for about 3-5% of people. 10% max. The rest of us are slave workers to this shitty, valueless society. I will never understand why the 90-97% keep reproducing.
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
377
I would certainly like a second chance when I CTB.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,737
What does it even mean to be meant for life? I don't understand.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,927
I also see myself as not meant for existing and I never should have suffered in this existence at all, I'd never wish to exist though and I only hope for eternal nothingness, human existence is just pointless suffering to me and I see it as something deeply undesirable, it all just feels like a mistake to me, all I wish for is to never suffer in this existence ever again.
 
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Kriegsman

Kriegsman

The man who wanted to be loved
Apr 14, 2024
24
I would certainly like a second chance when I CTB.
Hell yeah brother
I would certainly like a second chance when I CTB.
Hell yeah
I also see myself as not meant for existing and I never should have suffered in this existence at all, I'd never wish to exist though and I only hope for eternal nothingness, human existence is just pointless suffering to me and I see it as something deeply undesirable, it all just feels like a mistake to me, all I wish for is to never suffer in this existence ever again.
I mean,yeah, but something is just so inciting about starting over like a butterfly effect. Either putting people in Jail or screwing them over for doing terrible things to me is so mesmerizing.
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Experienced
Nov 25, 2024
266
Who knows, perhaps we do get a second chance. Not everyone has the strength to ctb to get out of this world. Will it be any better though?
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,593
Those that believe in reincarnation ya you would come back but as totally different person and life
 
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imprisonedbylife

imprisonedbylife

Member
Dec 23, 2024
10
Hello, I personally think from my experience that some people including me are just not meant to be but I personally think that maybe we get a second chance if we CTB. IDK
The way I see it (based on a spiritual lens but it seems like that's where you're coming from too) is that, for some people, ctb is their "life plan". That we were meant to go out this way to teach ourselves and others something about the world/ourselves/other people. I think we'll find out more when we get to the afterlife, and when we're there we can choose to be reincarnated as a different person with a completely different life, or not if we don't want another go.
 
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ignorableaurochs

Member
Dec 27, 2024
16
I don't really want a second chance myself. I was given every opportunity to succeed and just didn't because I could not overcome my illness, even with help. I'm tired of fighting it and I think some peoples' illness is bad enough that they can be considered 'terminal'. Would never want to dissuade someone from seeking treatment but I know from experience that it does not work for everyone.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,593
The way I see it (based on a spiritual lens but it seems like that's where you're coming from too) is that, for some people, ctb is their "life plan". That we were meant to go out this way to teach ourselves and others something about the world/ourselves/other people. I think we'll find out more when we get to the afterlife, and when we're there we can choose to be reincarnated as a different person with a completely different life, or not if we don't want another go.
Ive heard this to! Makes more sense to me than anything else
 
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justmakingsure

Member
Aug 19, 2024
9
i've always thought this, or the way i phrased it, some people aren't meant to last. some people get a few good years, maybe only months, weeks, days, before they pass their expiration date.
 
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regular john

Student
Dec 17, 2020
146
The way I see it (based on a spiritual lens but it seems like that's where you're coming from too) is that, for some people, ctb is their "life plan". That we were meant to go out this way to teach ourselves and others something about the world/ourselves/other people. I think we'll find out more when we get to the afterlife, and when we're there we can choose to be reincarnated as a different person with a completely different life, or not if we don't want another go.
for me it was also a plan but I came to world with inadequate genetics and I knew I would never be strong enough to live long as a prank of nature
 
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slinkey10

slinkey10

Member
Nov 15, 2024
57
Life is only good for about 3-5% of people. 10% max. The rest of us are slave workers to this shitty, valueless society. I will never understand why the 90-97% keep reproducing.
This answer is 100% ...

so many blame God, themselves etc etc

Its callled global capitalism or neoliberalism - which is the most advanced form of capitalism that would put a $ value on every breath you take if it were possible.
Its the 1%
Its the bs trickle down economics that doesnt work.
its called be a slave & consume bs to make you feel something that equates to happiness! its social media and everyone smilling 24/7 its bs
 
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G000pie

Member
Jan 15, 2025
20
I really hope reincarnation exists, just not into this world. If so, if we're doomed to just keep coming back, I'll keep doing it till I find some way out... but yes, another chance as someone else, somewhere else sounds nice. As long as I don't have mental illnesses again... so tired of living like this. So, so tired.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,709
This answer is 100% ...

so many blame God, themselves etc etc

Its callled global capitalism or neoliberalism - which is the most advanced form of capitalism that would put a $ value on every breath you take if it were possible.
Its the 1%
Its the bs trickle down economics that doesnt work.
its called be a slave & consume bs to make you feel something that equates to happiness! its social media and everyone smilling 24/7 its bs
And the 99% just go along with it. I will never understand it.

 

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