Venting I think jumping will be my method

[deathplease]

I have planned to hang myself for weeks now but can't seem to get past my SI while doing it. I figure that jumping will be my method now. I plan to go to my spot which is a 100m jump onto concrete tonight and possibly jump then. I'm hoping to die instantly and not be rescued. If I don't post again that means I'm gone. I'm dead emotionally and now I need to be dead physically. Peace out, everyone.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I have planned to hang myself for weeks now but can't seem to get past my SI while doing it. I figure that jumping will be my method now. I plan to go to my spot which is a 100m jump onto concrete tonight and possibly jump then. I'm hoping to die instantly and not be rescued. If I don't post again that means I'm gone. I'm dead emotionally and now I need to be dead physically. Peace out, everyone.

Hope you find all the peace you could want.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

I'm so sorry the pain of this life has brought you to this point, what a dreadful method but you have every right to go out as you see fit, I just wish you would be kinder to yourself dear heart <3

Edit: and sorry if my use of the term "dreadful" sounded dismissive and invalidating, I just mean it sounds so scary and painful ><

 

[deathplease]

Hope you find all the peace you could want.

thank you

I'm so sorry the pain of this life has brought you to this point, what a dreadful method but you have every right to go out as you see fit, I just wish you would be kinder to yourself dear heart <3

Edit: and sorry if my use of the term "dreadful" sounded dismissive and invalidating, I just mean it sounds so scary and painful ><

Thank you. I don't want to go this way but I can't get myself to order N and it's the only other way I'm certain to die. I hope I won't be scared when the time comes.

 

[Redrock]

Hope all goes well for you

 

[deathplease]

Hope all goes well for you

thank you