I think it's over

[Ravel]

My biggest fear came true. I will become homeless. I've already been told that I have 1 month or less. I was planning to buy sn later this month and ctb later this year. I don't think even ctb peacefully with sn will be possible. Maybe I have to choose my second method. jump off a building, at least here in my city there is a very high bridge, I don't know if I'll do it in a few days i dont know. I am desperate and very sad. I wanted to ctb peacefully. My mental state is now pretty shaken. I don't know what to do. I hate myself, i hate the fact that i was born. my god this sadness hurts a lot, my hope is gone

 

[SexyIncél]

Sorry that's happening, shit. Hope & the most basic comforts is the worst to lose :(

 

[flightless bird]

I am so sorry, you beautiful soul...Where are you in the world, how much money do you need? Maybe someone here could help?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that life has been so cruel and you are trapped in this desperate situation. It's all so awful and unfair. I wish you freedom.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

I'm sorry you're going through this maybe look for a good shelter in the meantime, so when and if that time comes you at least have a place to stay maybe? To be out of the elements.

 

[Meineendscheidung]

Tut mir sehr leid für Dich. Wenn der schutzraum fehlt dann schau nach einem Unterschlupf, sortiere Dich und bleibe dran, an allem was Du möchtest. Wir sind hier, für Dich.

 

[Ravel]

I am so sorry, you beautiful soul...Where are you in the world, how much money do you need? Maybe someone here could help?

I'm from brazil. there's nothing else to do but ctb.

 

[Nirrend]

My biggest fear came true. I will become homeless. I've already been told that I have 1 month or less. I was planning to buy sn later this month and ctb later this year. I don't think even ctb peacefully with sn will be possible. Maybe I have to choose my second method. jump off a building, at least here in my city there is a very high bridge, I don't know if I'll do it in a few days i dont know. I am desperate and very sad. I wanted to ctb peacefully. My mental state is now pretty shaken. I don't know what to do. I hate myself, i hate the fact that i was born. my god this sadness hurts a lot, my hope is gone

Omg, we're so sorry @Ravel..

If we could help you by snapping our fingers, everyone would do it for sure...

I hope that things will get better...

Loving you poor soul, you really deserve better <3

Wishing you the best

Love and peace dear <3

 

[Forgotten]

I'm from brazil. there's nothing else to do but ctb.

What state are you from?

 

[Ravel]

What state are you from?

sorry, I don't feel comfortable sharing a lot of information about where I live etc. But you can message me in private

 

[Ravel]

Hi guys. Thanks for the comments. I really appreciate the support. I would like to give an update
after some talk with the landlord, after begging he gave me a few more months. I feel a little calmer now. I will have the opportunity to buy my sn and ctb the way I want. I already have my antiemetics, benzos etc. I would really like to ctb in the time I planned but it will have to be sooner than I thought. I would never survive on the street with the health problems I have

 

[SexyIncél]

Woohoo! It's odd to cheer a Proper Death (over a squalid one), but we'll take what we can get!