today i think it's my time to CTB. I've been here only for a couple weeks. We'll see how it goes. I intended to pass through a carotid artery method but i have everything for SN. Going to use an 8 hour prepping method. I want to thank those who've helped guide me and the resources available here. I live alone so i don't think anyone will know probably for a couple days. maybe ill set up a time msg to go off tomorrow.
Safe travels. We will still be here if you change your mind, or if things don't go as planned.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
issyishere
Goodnight and always remember that’s life
- Nov 5, 2019
- 441
If you find yourself unwilling to go through, there's no shame and it wasn't meant to be. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts whichever decision you make. 
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Dang you really haven't been here long but you're already going huh? Well good luck and I hope you find peace either way.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
You are so new! If you are sure it's your time, I won't stop you.
Know that you are not alone. We are here to support you and show you love.
I thought this may be helpful to you. I wish you love and peace and am here if you want to talk.
Know that you are not alone. We are here to support you and show you love.
I thought this may be helpful to you. I wish you love and peace and am here if you want to talk.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
Skyview
Going Blue
- Dec 9, 2019
- 473
Safe travels and hope you find the peace you seek , if perchance it doesn't work come back and talk , door is always open .
Alec
Wizard
- Apr 22, 2019
- 681
I hope you know you are not alone, I love you, whatever you decide to do, I love you!
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
Just because you're new to the forum, that doesn't mean that you're new to considering this decision. I hope you have found what you have sought here. Sending acceptance and empathy.
enjoy
Creature
- Dec 20, 2019
- 337
I couldnt do it...Went through the process of taking all the other pills...then i just stared at the mixed SN liquid. I took a couple sips but thats it. I guess im not ready yet
Hopefully the SN that i did drink wont cause too much harm
Hopefully the SN that i did drink wont cause too much harm
Time
Looking to leave.
- Nov 10, 2019
- 264
NO shame in that, Ross. I've never attempted but I can see myself having the same reaction.
Wait, just saw this was posted over an hour ago... How are you feeling? Are you okay?
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
As Time asked, please let us know how you are! There are reports that sips can have intense effects.
cosmicpixiedust
Pixie
- Jun 5, 2019
- 972
I've been following this thread and I would also like to check in. You doin' okay? There is absolutely no shame at all in not being ready. I see that you were last online sometime ago, hopefully you're just taking a nap. Please check in with us when you can.
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
I sent him an email in case he is not clicking on the notifications for this thread. As I am going to bed, I asked him to please update here if he needs help or is okay.
cosmicpixiedust
Pixie
- Jun 5, 2019
- 972
Thank you, I am up for the day as I am about to be heading to work. I will be checking this thread as often as I can to check up on him.
MaybeMaybeKnot
No ctrl-z when you ctb
- Oct 25, 2019
- 339
cosmicpixiedust
Pixie
- Jun 5, 2019
- 972
AlreadyGone
Taking it day by day
- Jan 11, 2020
- 917
Thanks everybody, It was not a pleasant experience. Tinnitus set in and anxiety. I passed out on my bed and woke up with a serious headache. The symptoms are getting a little better.
cosmicpixiedust
Pixie
- Jun 5, 2019
- 972
Thereisnothing
Enlightened
- Jan 4, 2020
- 1,604
Relieved to hear that you are safe, take good care of yourself and remember we are here for you.Glad you are OK. Don't blame you for not going through with it.
Thanks everyone. In really appreciate the loving support. I'm gonna take today easy
issyishere
Goodnight and always remember that’s life
- Nov 5, 2019
- 441
cosmicpixiedust
Pixie
- Jun 5, 2019
- 972
I agree that you should definitely do that, love. Watch your favorite show or movie and have some good food.. maybe even a nap :)
Time
Looking to leave.
- Nov 10, 2019
- 264
