I think it's happening this week.

[ohhgeeitsme]

I tried partial hanging four times in December. So this isn't my first round. My plan is the night night method, similar, more appealing to me. Not totally convinced it will work, but will try. After a night of heavy drinking, benzos (after I practice) then when I'm tired, I will try this. From reading I did after my last attempts, I already know things I can work on just from partial.. things I shouldn't or should have done.

The last photo I took was my father's dog comforting me, after she finally got in from days of isolating myself in a dark room and then realized I was crying. She's not the friendliest dog, either.




-Dani

 

[Otter]

I tried partial hanging four times in December. So this isn't my first round. My plan is the night night method, similar, more appealing to me. Not totally convinced it will work, but will try. After a night of heavy drinking, benzos (after I practice) then when I'm tired, I will try this. From reading I did after my last attempts, I already know things I can work on just from partial.. things I shouldn't or should have done.

The last photo I took was my father's dog comforting me, after she finally got in from days of isolating myself in a dark room and then realized I was crying. She's not the friendliest dog, either.

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-Dani

Awww what a sweetie! She's trying to be your guardian angel

 

[ohhgeeitsme]

AHHHH. So i was just practicing with this method, even though I was aiming for more like, Friday.. Same thing as partial hanging. Just can't lose consciousness!! DO some of us just have carotid arteries so deep within our necks, that we have to apply SO much pressure, it would probably make more sense just to do a full hanging? I also have a gun in the house. It's my dad's, don't know how to use, terrified not only that he could face potential criminal charges but the uncertainty of dying, especially considering I have no experience with guns. I can't do SN because of having to take a dopamine blocker which makes my already, suicidal akathisia worse.. so nightmare. No access to gas. I have no transportation and the nearest tall building is almost an hour away. Please, someone help me, I need to die!