I think I’m going to do this

[breezy999]

I chose a date and that's Dec 31st. Something about that date and it being the end of the year feels poetic to me. I just need a plan and to not be afraid.

 

[cryone]

it does feel poetic. end of the year, end of the life, lol.

I just need a plan and to not be afraid.

easier said than done sadly. hope everything goes well.

 

[hellispink]

I also want to leave that day. As everything is going, it may just as well be my last day. Will I be courageous enough is the question. I am such a coward for everything in life. I deserve the worst.

 

[zombiegirl]

every time a suicidal person choose a ctb date, an angel gets its wings

 

[lebrodude]

Planning is hard, and so is sticking to dates. At least for me.

I had originally planned for October but I'm too depressed and exhausted so I've just struggled on.

I now have February in mind as a date, hopefully I find the energy to actually get into gear or I'll just delay again.

I wish you luck and peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best of luck.