HowlingCoyote
" and i said hell is the sun, "
- Jan 14, 2026
- 22
i dont see a future anymore. i saw one when i was with him but he's gone now and i cant go on without him. i really thought i had finally found something to keep me going and like everythingi love nd need it was taken from me. ive never been this low before. i dont see a reason , i dont see a future, i dont see a purpose. i lost my job, i lost the only person that mattered to me, im living in my uncles basement unable to afford anything, all i have are my cats. thyre all i ahve left, theyre all i have to hold on for but its getting hard to even want to do that and it makes me feel so guilty for them. i hope i can find them a good home. i want to end it this year, if my life doesnt gett any better by the summertime im going to do it i cant handle all this pain anymore i just want out i want relief from the constant suffering the constant beating life is putting me through over nad over and over again
