femcelloser
Transgender thing
- Jan 18, 2025
- 169
I'm still living with my parents. I just never left. I wouldn't be stable enough to live by myself anyways lol. I had plans to move in with friends. Still do actually. It's been taking forever to get everything in order though. Mom lost her job awhile ago so I agreed to help more then I already am for rent and bills and shit. Mom's made no effort to find another job in about 3 months. Mostly because she's a lazy POS lol. Dad lost his job about a month ago. Now I am the sole money maker in this house. I'm not really sure, I can't leave now, All my money goes to bills now all the money I do keep to get just goes to weed and cigerattes lol
they didn't even feel the need to fucking tell me lol. I had to like detective my way into figuring it out. I'm at an all time low, mentally. I've convinced myself that I'm not a human, or at least a good one. My brain's in this neverending misery I really really don't know how to explain it I think I'm just delusional.
I think like next paycheck I'm gonna buy a gun. I'll go into the woods near my house. Just shoot myself. I don't really care anymore. My family can rot without me I don't give a shit. I only feel hate in my brain anymore. I really am not built for this I need to kill myself lmao
they didn't even feel the need to fucking tell me lol. I had to like detective my way into figuring it out. I'm at an all time low, mentally. I've convinced myself that I'm not a human, or at least a good one. My brain's in this neverending misery I really really don't know how to explain it I think I'm just delusional.
I think like next paycheck I'm gonna buy a gun. I'll go into the woods near my house. Just shoot myself. I don't really care anymore. My family can rot without me I don't give a shit. I only feel hate in my brain anymore. I really am not built for this I need to kill myself lmao
