peerlesscucumber
Petting a cat might change my mind
- Oct 27, 2023
- 28
This is one of the main reasons I think I'm drawn to CBT.
I don't know if this developed because of my past traumas and high exposure to porn media back when I was very young, but these thoughts have plagued me for years, even before puberty.
It's not only attraction, these thoughts and images of me doing these terrible things to Innocent people. And sometimes, I even catch myself enjoying them like the sicko I am
Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't ever do these things to anyone in real life, but I just had to take this off my chest. I've been told off by many because of my weird sexual tastes since I was born a woman, so I never had the chance to even hint to anyone of my sick thoughts
I don't know if this developed because of my past traumas and high exposure to porn media back when I was very young, but these thoughts have plagued me for years, even before puberty.
It's not only attraction, these thoughts and images of me doing these terrible things to Innocent people. And sometimes, I even catch myself enjoying them like the sicko I am
Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't ever do these things to anyone in real life, but I just had to take this off my chest. I've been told off by many because of my weird sexual tastes since I was born a woman, so I never had the chance to even hint to anyone of my sick thoughts