i think i have to go back to selling myself

[louboutinsuicide]

ex told me he's not a piece of shit and would help me get on my feet if we ever split. he left me with a two week old kid in my stomach and zero to my name.

what the fuck am i supposed to do. i've sent out 100+ applications and have heard from a handful. that handful i go to interviews try my best and no one gets back to me. what the fuck. how am i expected not to go back.

he was so afraid of me going back during our relationship. but everything was fine because i was being taken care of. now he ditches me and his prophecy has a higher chance of coming true.

 

[sanctionedusage]

is it safe for u to even be pregnant right now with how things are going? hes a mega pos.

 

['Sraom]

im sorry it had to get to this point for you. i cant imagine getting almost everything ripped away from you like that

 

[CedarLine]

I'm really sorry you have to deal with this, that guy is a dickhead,
and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed.

On the more practical side. I´m wondering if there are government programs for pregnant people, that can provide cash assistance, food, healthcare, and housing support. Maybe you could look for nonprofits and charities they often offer emergency shelter, counseling, and financial support so you don't have to resort to dangerous work.

Here's a list of key search phrases you could use to find help online:
pregnancy assistance program,
single parent benefits,
welfare support for pregnant women

You deserve support, safety, and options, and there are resources that can help you get through this.