So I had a friend whom I consider my soulmate, we were close and I told her everything. I shared everything with her. She was the first person ever who accepted me fully and I'm a unique person who didn't find a friend in 25 years of my life. She was my only source of comfort. We got along really well and I will never feel the amount of love I felt for her, for anyone else. We are both women and it was a platonic connection but I love her. The amount of feelings I have for her can't be replicated. I have lost gold and diamonds. Nobody will ever accept me as she did, bc of how weird and unique and dark and blackpilled I am, I have searched for years even the only.communities online who accept my full self are tiny as fuck and constantly disappear and are hated.
My current friend doesn't give me the desired amount of interaction and ghosts me all the time. Which I can't complain about to her bc I am scared of conflict and falling out and being left alone. Alone I can't be fully myself. I know now after last year that being with a friend is better.
My current friend doesn't give me the desired amount of interaction and ghosts me all the time. Which I can't complain about to her bc I am scared of conflict and falling out and being left alone. Alone I can't be fully myself. I know now after last year that being with a friend is better.
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