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- Nov 10, 2020
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After doing a lot of research on SS and the rest of the Internet, I think I will go with caffeine OD through the powder form.
I am aware that it will be painful and torturing, but the thought of having to ctb with no one (nearby) just terrifies me so much, plus I have a pretty high pain tolerance. My plan is to be on a call with some of my friends watching Gossip Girl, then as soon as the symptoms of an upcoming seizure OR those of a caffeine start to kick in, I will say goodbye and end the call (at least that way, my last memories with people would be something lovely imo). As I have the seizure or black out, I will just be there and accept my fate. From what I have gathered, it takes somewhere from 2 hours to up to 4 hours of suffering, but half of it is either seizure or cardiac arrest, which (apparently) doesn't feel painful, at least not while they occur.
I was wondering if anyone knew whether painkillers or some sleeping medications would help with the pain (even a little bit)? As much I have looked into it, nowhere seems to mention painkillers.![Aw :aw: :aw:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
I am aware that it will be painful and torturing, but the thought of having to ctb with no one (nearby) just terrifies me so much, plus I have a pretty high pain tolerance. My plan is to be on a call with some of my friends watching Gossip Girl, then as soon as the symptoms of an upcoming seizure OR those of a caffeine start to kick in, I will say goodbye and end the call (at least that way, my last memories with people would be something lovely imo). As I have the seizure or black out, I will just be there and accept my fate. From what I have gathered, it takes somewhere from 2 hours to up to 4 hours of suffering, but half of it is either seizure or cardiac arrest, which (apparently) doesn't feel painful, at least not while they occur.
I was wondering if anyone knew whether painkillers or some sleeping medications would help with the pain (even a little bit)? As much I have looked into it, nowhere seems to mention painkillers.