I Suffer Immensely

[inlify]

I live in a solipsistic matrix of existential nihilism. Essentially, I can't tell if my reality is fabricated & all ive ever known was suffering. I'm extremely exhausted from the continuous effort of trying just to get knocked down again, the universe has purposely intended it to be this way. After living every philosophical notion from Nietzche's philosophy under gruesome mental strain for nearly 2 decades, my brain cannot afford to handle further torment. Again, I am extremely exhausted.

I miss Tucker Grimwolf

 

[FuneralCry]

It really can be so horrific feeling trapped in a situation of endless torture. I hate this hellish world where such extreme suffering is even able to exist, so I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Al_stargate]

Sorry about your suffering. Not gonna lie and pretend to know what you mean. I miss Tucker too, he was a good guy!

 

[theboy]

only theories
you are real and what you see is real
don't let those theories confuse you