Probably that we are unable to make connections in the real world due to something deep seeded repressed something or other in our past. SMH
We all want to feel needed, that is okay, even I do but at the end of the day, I have no one either. Honestly, it is just me....I lost my world a while back and there is nothing left for me anywhere. The last friend that I had turned their back on me when I had bent over backwards for them when they had issues...but when it was my turn....well...as I stated before, no family, no friends, nadda.
So, at least I can understand. I know that had to hurt even when it doesn't...it still does. Did that make sense?