Venting I suck though

[ixkitty]

As much as I've tried and wanted to try and loaded and attempted.. I feel like I'm the feline girl that calls wolf because my SI says nope don't pull the trigger. So my mind needs something less abrupt and loud. I'm almost desperate enough to try SN again.

I'm half tempted to get a partner in it but.... oh yeah

I got separated from my job because I wasn't a runner. (Meaning I couldn't go super fast)

 

[slyna]

Why not N

 

[ixkitty]

Why not N

I am definitely gonna try to get my own. I tried to go in with someone because I just can't figure out crypto currency (also my job was so demanding I literally couldn't spare thr time to learn) so I went in with a person to get it and ship to me ... I'm hoping he didn't bail with the money (its fine if he did I just want to know) so I plan either to move to the Netherlands or try again

 

[slyna]

I am definitely gonna try to get my own. I tried to go in with someone because I just can't figure out crypto currency (also my job was so demanding I literally couldn't spare thr time to learn) so I went in with a person to get it and ship to me ... I'm hoping he didn't bail with the money (its fine if he did I just want to know) so I plan either to move to the Netherlands or try again

You know you can buy it over the counter in some countries like Mexico

 

[ixkitty]

No I didn't ! I never had the ability to travel so that's a new one for me

 

[hʚll]

hi. i'm sorry you're struggling with si. i'm choosing sn because it's easier to trick your si compared to other methods.

i'm almost desperate enough to try SN again.

have you already attempted with sn? if so, what went wrong?

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Tfw no feline gf.
Tfw no ursine gf.

 

[upthedownescalatorr]

I am definitely gonna try to get my own. I tried to go in with someone because I just can't figure out crypto currency (also my job was so demanding I literally couldn't spare thr time to learn) so I went in with a person to get it and ship to me ... I'm hoping he didn't bail with the money (its fine if he did I just want to know) so I plan either to move to the Netherlands or try again

Crypto is a lot simpler to use than people assume. Once you've set up a wallet on your computer and registered with an exchange like Kraken it's more or less as straightforward as any other online transactions.

 

[ixkitty]

hi. i'm sorry you're struggling with si. i'm choosing sn because it's easier to trick your si compared to other methods.



have you already attempted with sn? if so, what went wrong?

yes I did , i got saved. I can actually show you that story .. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-failed-attempt-october-2019.67515/#post-1259387

Crypto is a lot simpler to use than people assume. Once you've set up a wallet on your computer and registered with an exchange like Kraken it's more or less as straightforward as any other online transactions.

I will try again.

 

[upthedownescalatorr]

yes I did , i got saved. I can actually show you that story .. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-failed-attempt-october-2019.67515/#post-1259387

I will try again.

Pm me if you need any help

 

[ixkitty]

Pm me if you need any help

thank you, I'm probably about to see if I can set it up in about an hour. thank you very much

 

[FuneralCry]

It is hard to overcome the SI, as us humans are programmed to live, I understand. I'm sorry you are suffering, I wish you well.

 

[ixkitty]

It is hard to overcome the SI, as us humans are programmed to live, I understand. I'm sorry you are suffering, I wish you well.

I appreciate it !