Sarros
Member
- Sep 2, 2021
- 99
I met this girl that works at a local card shop I frequent. She needed a ride back home so I offered. We stop by an IHop, eat, play card games and talk. I think we're hitting it off, flirt a bit, then we part ways.
I offer to give her a ride home and have dinner again 2 days later on Discord. She said she doesn't want to inconvenience me and that she won't be able to hang out because she has work early in the morning. I tell her it's not a problem and that I just want to help her out because I like her. She tells me she just wants to stay friends, that's fine.
After tourney that day, the guys and I go to the same restaurant that she's at. When I see her, I feel a pain in my chest. She's with the guy giving her a ride, they're also playing card games. I don't say anything, I just wave in passing.
I cry on the drive home. Admittedly an overreaction to someone I barely know. I still feel like I got lied to. I decide to let her know the next day how I felt over DMs.She says it's a red-flag and off-putting how jealous I am. I try to tell her I'm not jealous, I just felt like I was lied to since she said she wouldn't be able to hang out after work.
I realize, hours later, it doesn't matter whether or not she could hang out. Since she was with another guy anyway. I want to blow my fucking face off. How can I be so goddamn cringe. I just want my ghost to crawl out of my mouth and stomp the flesh suit of my body into the dust.
I offer to give her a ride home and have dinner again 2 days later on Discord. She said she doesn't want to inconvenience me and that she won't be able to hang out because she has work early in the morning. I tell her it's not a problem and that I just want to help her out because I like her. She tells me she just wants to stay friends, that's fine.
After tourney that day, the guys and I go to the same restaurant that she's at. When I see her, I feel a pain in my chest. She's with the guy giving her a ride, they're also playing card games. I don't say anything, I just wave in passing.
I cry on the drive home. Admittedly an overreaction to someone I barely know. I still feel like I got lied to. I decide to let her know the next day how I felt over DMs.She says it's a red-flag and off-putting how jealous I am. I try to tell her I'm not jealous, I just felt like I was lied to since she said she wouldn't be able to hang out after work.
I realize, hours later, it doesn't matter whether or not she could hang out. Since she was with another guy anyway. I want to blow my fucking face off. How can I be so goddamn cringe. I just want my ghost to crawl out of my mouth and stomp the flesh suit of my body into the dust.