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i am a horrible person.
- Mar 2, 2023
- 56
Yesterday, one of my relatives told me that the more I grow old, the more I sound and act like my dad.
I don't want to be him. I love him, but I don't want to be him at all.
My family was built but also ruined because of him. He's a good dad to me but not to my brother; he's a good friend and coworker but not a good husband. After years of being in an abusive marriage and dealing with domestic violence and cheating, my mom finally broke out of it.
I'm now living with my mom, and I don't want to remind her of him. I also become an absolute piece of shit to people around me too.
I want to die but my mom would be devastated.
I don't want to be him. I love him, but I don't want to be him at all.
My family was built but also ruined because of him. He's a good dad to me but not to my brother; he's a good friend and coworker but not a good husband. After years of being in an abusive marriage and dealing with domestic violence and cheating, my mom finally broke out of it.
I'm now living with my mom, and I don't want to remind her of him. I also become an absolute piece of shit to people around me too.
I want to die but my mom would be devastated.